Monday, March 10, 2008
i just wish you didn't bear such overly high expectations on me.
its the fear of not fulfiling every promise i made to you.
and at times, i really upset you.
i know it clearly myself.
i feel as much as you..
just.. don't ask me why the decision.
damn
anw, we had excursion on wed!
a trip to the museum. :D
the museum tour wasn't exactly great.
but the photography session was pretty good.
LOL.
on our way to fish and co,
nornor tan and i did SOMETHING in the toilet.
but i ain't revealing what that something is.
hahahah, basically cos its ultra malu.
still. it is highly lol-able..
yeah, it was quite a long wait before deborah's arrival.
and and and!! with the support of a live band,
Sery sang If I Ain't Got You for her.
it was damn touching..
i would've cried a river if someone sang for me.
lol. deborah topped the list of having a superbly heavy dinner.
a PLUS sized drink, and a XXXL portion of main course.
leo was 2nd in the list.
he got this sambal fish which took him ages to finish.
consequently, we behaved as though it was grad night.
LMFAO.
loads of pictures were taken.
a rather long photography session, eh. :D
a portion of them are uploaded in my previous post.
but eh. i noticed something.
WEIXING actually takes off his specs while taking pics
with certain Someone of whom i shan't mention. ^^
okay, then we left and took a final pic @ LOVE.
on the whole.. 18 ppl were there.
it felt kinda good cos shijie they all joined us :)
somehow, i just know that this day lives forever in my heart.
deborah, you better do us some justice for leaving 219!
study hard & play hard in poly yeah?
okay, thats for wed.
on fri.. i sorta had some awakening.
received my chi results.
got a C merit. F YOU.
to no one in particular.
but i just felt screwed at that moment.
but then again, it wouldnt be fair to those
who are better than me
but got the same grades as me.
truth be told, ive been thinking..
i totally wasted my chinese.
i didnt get no A2 for nothing.
blame it on my nonchalence,
my indifference, and everything that helped me
..score that f-ing C.
my heart bled when i realised that in 2007
i had destroyed what ive built over the 10 years.
call it regret.
but the meaning of regret had never been as explicit to me
as now. i don't know.
all i know is that the pain feels real.
its just a C, im not gonna major in chi or whatsoever.
it just affects your A level points.
come to think of it,
its not like these points will determine
if i get into a U.
so what if i get an A for chi.
it'll still be So Long & Goodbye, if i fail GP.
it was massacre, ppl died under GP.
my neurones did seem to contain ice,
they sent chills about my entire body.
okay so f, what if this happens to me.
:
sat was econs seminar @ NTU
sleep, eat, sleep, lunch break, sleep, eat, sleep.
LOL. all for $10.70
but it was pleasant to have seen
baoren, reagen, tauhuey and lydia there.
oh, and Lee did this funny demonstration of
the application of Mr(Helium) < Mr(Oxygen)
WTFFF.
funny like hell, i swear! hahahahhahahhaha!
and i chionged for tea break.
OMG. dead embarrassing. i was alone q-ing 'cos
sery couldn't catch up with me
i repeat, I DID NOT RUN.
i merely CHIONG-ED.
i was eyeing on those danishes,
when on actual fact those eclairs tasted much better. :D
foolish me.
anw, i find that phs ppl are kinda nice. :) bcos i saw something..
its the fear of not fulfiling every promise i made to you.
and at times, i really upset you.
i know it clearly myself.
i feel as much as you..
just.. don't ask me why the decision.
damn
anw, we had excursion on wed!
a trip to the museum. :D
the museum tour wasn't exactly great.
but the photography session was pretty good.
LOL.
on our way to fish and co,
nornor tan and i did SOMETHING in the toilet.
but i ain't revealing what that something is.
hahahah, basically cos its ultra malu.
still. it is highly lol-able..
yeah, it was quite a long wait before deborah's arrival.
and and and!! with the support of a live band,
Sery sang If I Ain't Got You for her.
it was damn touching..
i would've cried a river if someone sang for me.
lol. deborah topped the list of having a superbly heavy dinner.
a PLUS sized drink, and a XXXL portion of main course.
leo was 2nd in the list.
he got this sambal fish which took him ages to finish.
consequently, we behaved as though it was grad night.
LMFAO.
loads of pictures were taken.
a rather long photography session, eh. :D
a portion of them are uploaded in my previous post.
but eh. i noticed something.
WEIXING actually takes off his specs while taking pics
with certain Someone of whom i shan't mention. ^^
okay, then we left and took a final pic @ LOVE.
on the whole.. 18 ppl were there.
it felt kinda good cos shijie they all joined us :)
somehow, i just know that this day lives forever in my heart.
deborah, you better do us some justice for leaving 219!
study hard & play hard in poly yeah?
okay, thats for wed.
on fri.. i sorta had some awakening.
received my chi results.
got a C merit. F YOU.
to no one in particular.
but i just felt screwed at that moment.
but then again, it wouldnt be fair to those
who are better than me
but got the same grades as me.
truth be told, ive been thinking..
i totally wasted my chinese.
i didnt get no A2 for nothing.
blame it on my nonchalence,
my indifference, and everything that helped me
..score that f-ing C.
my heart bled when i realised that in 2007
i had destroyed what ive built over the 10 years.
call it regret.
but the meaning of regret had never been as explicit to me
as now. i don't know.
all i know is that the pain feels real.
its just a C, im not gonna major in chi or whatsoever.
it just affects your A level points.
come to think of it,
its not like these points will determine
if i get into a U.
so what if i get an A for chi.
it'll still be So Long & Goodbye, if i fail GP.
it was massacre, ppl died under GP.
my neurones did seem to contain ice,
they sent chills about my entire body.
okay so f, what if this happens to me.
:
sat was econs seminar @ NTU
sleep, eat, sleep, lunch break, sleep, eat, sleep.
LOL. all for $10.70
but it was pleasant to have seen
baoren, reagen, tauhuey and lydia there.
oh, and Lee did this funny demonstration of
the application of Mr(Helium) < Mr(Oxygen)
WTFFF.
funny like hell, i swear! hahahahhahahhaha!
and i chionged for tea break.
OMG. dead embarrassing. i was alone q-ing 'cos
sery couldn't catch up with me
i repeat, I DID NOT RUN.
i merely CHIONG-ED.
i was eyeing on those danishes,
when on actual fact those eclairs tasted much better. :D
foolish me.
anw, i find that phs ppl are kinda nice. :) bcos i saw something..
Yours Truly @ 3/10/2008 12:52:00 AM.
