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Saturday, October 30, 2004

FRIDAY
Last day of sch.. i am sad.. i am missing my class.. i am cherishing every moment i have with 2f'04.. and i hope it does not slip by easily.. okay.. the day started off quite boringly.. had end of yr service.. BORING.. den uhmm.. had recess and went to class.. yey! and gautam came.. x) oh.. how we missed him! ahahs.. also got Harvest, our yrbk.. hmm.. nice timing.. so got him to autograph my book.. hmm.. so went ard asking ppl to autograph my yrbk too.. oh.. and that jov.. she went ard announcing that she got everyone but wilfred's signature.. WEIRD.. was wondering how she got mine and mel's signature.. whatever! hmm.. and went to find the cleaner auntie for her autograph.. xP its cute.. uhm.. also hijacked 2H.. =X haha.. went arnd asking ppl i know for their autographs.. and horr.. that bldy teddy.. i was jumping so idiotically at a point of time.. den he go say what earthquake.. HELLO! IM ONLY 47kg!! ass.. lols.. still "only".. -_-" haha.. i bet the earth will split into halves if he jumps.. xP jkjk.. and eugene cried too.. guess he's too devoted to his class.. aiyos.. stole some food frm br and hf too.. =P lols..

den went to find hendri and the rest at pastamania in j8 for the pizza treat.. okay talking about this.. this is fucking irritating.. i know we're late, damn late.. but do you have to wait till we've reach pastamania then telling us Hendri hasn't any money to treat us? who wouldn't get so pissed off? its fine if you did not want us to be a part of it.. but could you kindly tell us beforehand? ohwell.. and we left.. of cus we left.. we don't wanna face such losers.. and ya, fiona looked darn guilty.. leading me to getting kinda suspicious abt this whole conspiracy.. so headed Mac for lunch.. hj left shortly.. leaving me, mel, joyce, xinyi, keith and boulder behind.. uhmm.. and cried damn hardly.. made many ppl cried too.. =( took neoprints and headed keith hse.. left like some robbers.. ate at ramen ten.. mel and keith cried cus of the music.. sads.. but i didnt.. probably i cried too much today that it needed time to replenish the tears.. went home.. read jov's blog.. okay.. i admit that i wanted to apologise to her in my blog.. but now.. i think i should give it up.. you've gotten everything so very out of place.. you're messing everything up.. you've disappointed us.. you made us cry.. esp joyce.. i got nothing to say.. just hoping that you wil clear this mess up..

BYEBYE. we ALL hate you.

Yours Truly @ 10/30/2004 10:41:00 PM.
Thursday, October 28, 2004

SUNDAY
sucky day. dun wanna think abt this. I MISSED MY WEEKLY DOSAGE OF LEADDDDDD! shuckks.

MONDAY
wet day today.. lols.. had water war with zhixuan.. ohman.. i was defeated miserably! ass.. maybe he got the help of that kuku carwasher! =P hoho.. weiping = car washer.. xP nice sia.. hmm.. got terribly wet of cus.. haha.. many others got wet too.. me, zx, mel, keith, weixiang, boulder.. started the stripping game today.. lols.. some bian tai asses created it.. and i dun wanna mention the creator.. keith and joel had so much fun didnt they? =X <4>

TUESDAY
sec 1 promo camp.. pont the period aft recess.. jus to catch a glimpse of jack's, keith's, hendri's, cherlene's, baoren's & mengzhou's speech.. lols.. kinda lame.. but.. who cares.. its still pretty much better than staying in class.. realised that the sec 2s were at the parade sq aft the speeches in the hall.. and mel, joyce, ahyi, jov & me chionged to the parade sq.. naohia.. were so afraid that we wld get caught for being late.. =/ and guess what.. we had to sell 5 calenders at $10 each.. chenning tried sounding mrs boey out.. but no.. it failed.. hais.. it was also day 1 of the Choral Nights.. before that.. mel, joyce, ahyi, winnie, justina, boulder and me went to keith's hse.. watched "Dark Water" and sang songs.. den aft tt went to eat cup noodles and headed for sch.. was kinda boring and those 1Faith asses who sat behind us are practically crapping away.. ohya.. and someone frm tt row FARTED.. great.. even air freshener couldn't help much.. and aft tt went to amk to haf supper.. and poor joyce got a scolding frm her dad on her bday.. =( anw.. HAPPY BDAY JOYCE! <3>

WEDNESDAY
sec 2 promo camp today.. okay.. how boring could that get?! idiot.. had some boring talks for the first half of the day.. and some longest chain shit & secret pal shit for the 2nd half i guess.. as for the longest chain thing.. 3rd was 2G, 2nd was 2F and 1st was 2E.. haha.. screamed really loud for my class.. =X dint expect to get 2nd bahhs.. cus it was at the 2nd min that we started to work things out.. -_-" cool eh.. expected 2G to win lo.. budden i think they messed evrythg up.. thats why.. hmm.. and that secret pal.. received a prezzie frm john.. aww.. how cool.. i got a pilot pen.. think its new.. how smart of him! xP and i gave my prezzie to alan! lols.. i got it for FREE.. =X and it was the 2nd day of the Choral Nights.. was kinda pissed of with her lorhhs.. its like.. everyone was rushing.. and she gave that bo chup attitude.. fine la.. still say what if things doesn't get my way i will blabla.. how bout thinking that if things dint get YOUR way.. wldn't things be still the same? ohwell.. forget it.. was pretty pissed.. went to pei2's hse to get a pair of jeans and belt.. did too many handstands that i injured my leg.. and got to sch.. den hor.. we were like running to sch mahhs.. and a guy blocked keith's view.. den when tt guy siam.. he realised that thr's a pole.. den he also siam.. but poor me.. i got hit! as in.. i was behind keith.. den when he managed to escape frm that pole.. i cldn't! ohmans.. im so glad im not a guy.. ._." and that keith, the fartbag, was laughing like hell.. -.- aft tt, tht thr's a spotcheck but it was only a false alarm.. den it was my grp's turn to present.. we did it fairly well i guess.. but shakir, wilfred & jov kinda messed things up.. but nvm.. wasn't that obvious.. my mom was thr! =D but left b4 the choral nights ended.. -_-" she's smart.. haha.. ate at kfc with guanxun, john, jianhui, tim, weixiang & zhixuan aft tt.. den erms.. went home with jianhui.. wah "songz".. ask him qns.. and he ans crap.. ._." HAPPY BDAY WEIXIANG! <2>

THURSDAY
got back our results today.. erm.. i did badly.. cept for my EMS bahs.. it was okok.. got 23th in position.. hmm.. jiemin power.. john got 21th, xinyi got 22th, and me 23th.. =D but too bad zhixuan and wilfred are way back.. =(( sad.. damn damn sad.. esp keith, bob and mel bahhs.. their eyes were red.. =( seeing them so sad brings me a step closer to breaking into tears too but was like.. my results aren't too bad.. why the fuck shld i cry.. ohwells.. damnit then.. *** was so bldy hypocritical.. fuck can.. all abt entering that stream.. CRAP.. its equivalent to humiliating us lorr.. and all those fuck that u constantly say.. ohmans.. i just hate you.. more than ath else.. hais.. played stripping game too.. other grp copied us! LOL.. and thomas, shakir, boulder, bob & john stripped! exposing their upper half.. haha.. hmm.. thomas, shakir and john got nice bods.. xD aft sch went to haf lunch at the market thr.. den hmm.. saw gw too.. oh great.. keith's thr.. bet he's gg to get the wrong idea agn.. ohwells.. i don't care anw.. =/ den went keith hse thr play.. met a xiao didi.. his name was wei zhen? p3 this yr.. lols.. nehnehnipoopoo.. u cant chase me.. =P hoho.. den uhm.. played bball with him too.. den bought stuff for tmr's miniature party and went home.. sold my vball to lelin.. byebye vball.. =( <1>




i hope evrythg's gonna be fine.. i'm not changing hearts i swear..

Yours Truly @ 10/28/2004 09:19:00 PM.
Sunday, October 24, 2004

FRIDAY
went to sch today.. to do the deco for the dnt booth.. haha.. was kinda futile la.. cus what we did was only the pasting of the backgrd.. =X hmm.. spent 20bucks on pprs + 2 markers.. cool.. ^^ hmm.. and that LUA JIANHUI.. ass.. i had to call and beg him to go to sch to help sia.. freak.. and he still instigated tim not to go.. wth.. fine FINE.. but in the end he went.. he still had time to spike his hair.. ._." ASS.. hmm.. den went up to the hall.. and thr's the damn sissy de dance teacher.. =X and the c girls vball team.. and lastly.. that kuku chenjie.. haha.. dint expect him to play so well in floorball.. xP andrew damn damn pro.. cld gauge his skills frm his leg muscles.. they were so bldy firm.. -_-" and the way he walks is like kx.. =x aft tt.. there were so many 2faith ppl in the canteen sia.. joyce.. fiona.. elaine.. wl.. me.. ahyi.. ahsa.. jov.. jack.. zx.. wp.. bobo.. keith.. joel.. jianhui.. laopa.. think its abt all.. 16 ehs.. haha.. aft tt ahyis', ahsa, jack, keith, bobo and i went to watch the grudge.. and that humji keith.. =/ i got nth to say.. the grudge isnt nice lo.. not scary either.. we were like screaming for fun.. -_-" ohwell.. joyce left first.. den ahyi and i pangsehed em.. uhm.. they wldnt notice it until they had enough of their fun.. ohwell.. though u think we're playing.. we aren't.. its not at all fun..

SATURDAY
cca open hse.. haha.. woke up at 8.. supposed to reach sch by 830.. but.. heck! was 5mins late anyway.. hmm.. phs' popularity is dropping? i don't know.. but it seems to me that there's much lesser ppl than the previous yr.. cant help it.. aft my duty.. went to wow room to play.. haha.. was singing songs with eugene.. ass.. 1 earth 1 hell sia.. =x his singing is fine.. but mine sux.. anyone cld see the difference.. xD was singing that ben jelen - come on.. den i sing until damn outta tune.. hahas.. tha xavier and audrey bth me sia.. xP hmm.. aft tt went Lot 1 with my di.. to buy dap's prezzie.. hoho! bought a duck for her.. uhm.. saw my jiez also.. den went to library.. borrowed 2 bks.. one is abt ww1.. the other is an autobiography of some lady.. doubt i will read both.. i borrowed em for funn.. =D and oops.. did i mention tt i was searching for bks for 2 hrs+ ? =x lols.. den went home lers.. oh and that ass.. and the other ass.. ohwell.. knn forget it.. this sux.. cock larhs.. don't make an ass outta evrythg.. pcb..


ENGLISH - 58.57% C5
MATHS - 75.17% A1
SCIENCE - 60% B4
CHINESE - 85% A1
HISTORY - 58% C5
LITERATURE - 55% C5
HOMECONS - 53% C6
ART - NA
CME - 79% A1

an updated version of my grades.. though its just the addition of the history marks.. =/


Anson Hu - Waiting For You
Bowling For Soup - 1985
Bowling For Soup - Girl All The Bad Guys Want
Britney Spears - My Prerogative
Club 183 - Zhe Mo
Eminem - Just Lose It
Hilary Duff - Fly
Liang Jing Ru - Jie Shou
LFO - Every Other Time
Miz - Waiting For
Natasha Bedingfield - These Words
Simple Plan - Welcome To My Life
Utada Hikaru - Easy Breezy
Zhang Hui Mei - Ni Hao Bu Hao




Good Charlotte - Predictable

Something isn't right,
I can feel it again, feel it again.
This isn't the first time,
That you left me waiting.
Sad excuses and false hopes high,
I saw this coming, still I don't know why,
I let you in.

I knew it all along,
You're so predictable.
I knew something would go wrong...
So you don't have to call,
Or say anything at all.
You're so predictable...

So take your empty words,
Your broken promises.
And all the time you stole,
Cause I am done with this.

I could give it away, give it away,
I'm doing everything I should've.
And now I'm making a change,
I'm living today.
I'm giving back what you gave me,
I don't need anything.

I knew it all along,
You're so predictable.
I knew something would go wrong...
So you don't have to call,
Or say anything at all.
You're so predictable...

Now everywhere I go,
Everyone I meet,
Every time I try to fall in love,
They all want to know why I'm so broken.

Why I am I so cold,
Why I'm so hard inside.
Why am I scared?
What am I afraid of?

I don't even know, this story's never had an end.
I've been waiting,
I've been searching,
I've been hoping,
I've been dreaming you would come back,
But I know the ending of this story.
And you're never coming back,
Never...

Never, never, never, never...
Never, never, never, never...
Never, never, never, never...

I knew it all along,
You're so predictable.
I knew something would go wrong...
So you don't have to call,
Or say anything at all.
So predictable...

Everywhere I go for the rest of my life,
Everyone I love,
Everyone I care about,
They're all gonna want to know what's wrong with me
And I know what it is...
What it is is right now.

Yours Truly @ 10/24/2004 01:29:00 PM.
Thursday, October 21, 2004

WEDNESDAY
got back my hist ppr today.. ass.. wth.. all this doesn't make any sense, does it? isn't this so crazy? just bcus of some words.. and we all got a pathetic 0 for that qns.. hmm.. 'cept for one.. ohwells.. just forget it.. ain't feeling great.. unhappy.. disappointed.. urgh.. hopes dashed.. nth's gonna be the same.. nth's gonna be alright anymore.. no one knew abt this.. nahs.. dint want anyone to find out either.. shucks.. oh erms.. sec 4s are leaving us.. =( they're leaving us.. forever.. GONE FOREVER.. hais.. gone.. gone.. gone.. i'll miss all of you.. x') ohmans.. its scary how time flies.. slipping us by unknowingly.. hmm.. i took it lightly when he told me abt it.. = but now.. its like.. my pov of this is so different now.. k great.. this is one great example of not cherishing things.. kinda cheered up cus of what my di said.. =)

instropection( tootkiaz. says:
hahax jiez u noe how much yur di luv u? haha u were there wif yur di when he needed u
mostinstropection( tootkiaz. says:
=)

THURSDAY
cried out loud in pain in the toilet today.. guess what.. i cried due to the pain.. naohia.. i removed my ear studs.. chee hong.. so bldy pain.. and was in cold sweat.. ass.. still got blood.. ._." hmm.. and inserted my transparent earsticks.. and what happened next was.. the transparent earsticks changed colour.. frm transparent to red.. = oh hecks.. aint being myself lately.. =S uhm.. gg to get involved in the cca open hse liao.. haha.. tha dnt thing.. cus of mr teo.. xD hmm.. nvm.. hes gonna treat us anw.. haha.. i was smart to ask for a treat.. =X den aft sch acc xinyi walk arnd np.. boring.. =P



Simple Plan - Perfect

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think i'm wasting my time
Doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
Can't pretend that
I'm all right and you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing last forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing last forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back I'm sorry I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and We can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Yours Truly @ 10/21/2004 10:30:00 PM.
Tuesday, October 19, 2004

SUNDAY
had a haircut at kimage.. KIMAGE lehs.. lols.. kns.. in the end the person also cheated my money.. cus i got that discount coupon.. den cut finish liao they say the coupon is invalid cus of some kuku reasons.. wth.. hmm.. so in the end paid abt $16 lidat.. den aft that i went to orchard.. met up with keith, boulder, jack, joyce, mel, fiona and elaine.. went heerens.. den far east.. den toa payoh.. den home.. lols.. when we were in toa payoh.. we ate at the sumo bento agn.. = this time.. it isn't that scary anymore.. the restaurant was more crowded.. but the waitresses still had serious lack of slp.. =X and a chicken was still hanging thr.. =/ hoho.. and mel, fion and i wanted ice-cream.. den the guy scooped the ice cream frm the tubs until damn jialat.. lols.. damn damn damn jialat.. he was covered in sweat aft scooping 3 scoops of ice-cream.. -_-" i had wanted more initially.. LOL.. hmm.. ya.. and i called him uncle too.. =D guess what.. he was only 16.. xD LMAO..

MONDAY
hmm.. got tha hip hop funky dance thing.. was pretty happy that whole class wore it.. esp tim.. x) that dino ass freak.. xp kns.. can u imagine that was the dance studio celine wanted to join.. ohman.. ._." uhmm.. mrs nath said that i was enjoying myself during the dance.. KMA.. =x but seriously.. i wasn't enjoying that much.. = i mean.. i was just following him.. whats there to enjoy? =/ okok.. aft tt.. went to centrepoint to eat.. ate cup noodles.. =x den went back sch.. haha.. in the bus.. weixiang put on the mask i frightened many ppl.. =/ i think tha shawn tay and guanghe see liao chua tio.. lmao.. den uhmm.. went to dj room while waiting for mel.. haha.. was karaoke-ing.. =X the ambience was damn great.. budden that mitchybitchy go kp to teacher.. so we had to get outta room.. den went to arcade with elaine they all.. played for a while.. and mel came.. went to play at the swings aft that.. ahha.. den walked along the path in the park.. had a great time freaking keith out.. humji! hmm.. and headed to keith hse aft tt.. naohia.. it was raining.. den the bus dint wait for us.. we run run run.. den reach bus stop liao.. the bus jus zoomed past.. wth.. hmm.. we sang songs and watched a movie at keith hse.. and slpt a lil while at his hse.. glow in the dark stars are nice.. x) and the same goes for my glow in the dark comb.. ^^ hendri's bday today! HAPPY BDAY LI-BAI-LI! =D

TUESDAY
went to hall to recieve our exam pprs.. naohia.. duno why i cried aft getting back my eng ppr.. hais.. maybe bcus of ahyi and nat bahs.. =/ sad.. hmm.. the rest weren't as bad as i tht.. hais.. budden ahyi reli did very bad.. maybe partly bcus of her carelessness.. what to do.. hmm.. dint use much tissues though.. oh.. and that teddy.. looked so sad.. =( hais.. nth much happened aft that.. winnie's getting blacker.. =X k la.. more tanned.. hmm.. bldy cans.. i and her cant co-exist.. and i really mean it.. CANT.. dun expect me to go ktv with her arnd pls.. hais.. forget it.. so aft sch went to kfc with jov.. met patrick and eugene and some other ppl thr.. headed home soon aft.. uhmm.. mr soon might be retiring next yr.. hais.. we all will miss him.. =(( i still wanted him to teach me next yr.. but now.. hais.. dap's bday today too.. HAPPY BDAY DAP! =D here's my results.. jus the ppr.. not overall..

ENGLISH - 58.57% C5
MATHS - 75.17% A1
SCIENCE - 60% B4
CHINESE - 85% A1
HISTORY - NA
LITERATURE - 55% C5
HOMECONS - 53% C6
ART - NA
CME - 79% A1

duno.. but i think that i could have done better in my maths.. hais.. bldy.. maybe i let my mom down.. or maybe i dint.. phucks.. dun dare to ask abt what she thinks of my grades.. cheesebuns..


azn dreamers - fixing a broken heart
boa - quincy
embrace - gravity
five for fighting - something about you
good charlotte - predictable
jackie cheung - hei bai hua ying
jaycee chan - little boy
lfo - girl on tv
1st ladi - never be replaced
seether feat amy lee - broken
skye sweetnam - get tangled up in me
sum 41 - we're all to blame
tata young - i think of you
usher feat alicia keys - my boo
wang xin ling - ai de jia sha
pan wei bo - wo rang ni zou le




Tata Young - I Think Of You

When I'm down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I'm sad and confused

When it all gets turned around and 'round
I can't seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I've believed in seems untrue
All I have to do

[Chorus]
Is think of you I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okayI think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you

Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe

Cause there's nothing I can't bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won't break
Through it all I'll make it through
Cause all I have to do

[Chorus]

And when I think I'm all alone
I can't see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear

[Chorus]

For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you

Yours Truly @ 10/19/2004 04:11:00 PM.
Thursday, October 14, 2004

TUESDAY
hmm.. aft recess.. gotta rehearse for the choral night performace.. mark was thr to supervise us.. saw 2B ppl.. BLEH.. and i gave her that smirk.. ohwell.. noob.. cant be bothered.. we also practiced in class.. mrs nath said she was short of breath aft watching my grp.. haha.. BREATH-TAKING.. XD went to pierce my ears aft sch.. ahh! was damn damn damn damn painful.. =s i even shouted.. getit? LOL.. aiyo.. damn sia suey lorrhs.. when she fired the "gun" i was lyk.. "AAAAHH!" den everyone in the shop looked at me.. ._." how embarrasing can that get.. hmm.. forget abt that.. its over anw.. =X went home aft tt.. with red ears.. =D but not bad lars.. the silver earring.. ^^ oh yar.. mel and ahyi were pestering the guys to buy class tee.. hmm.. can say that they did a very good job.. almost all bought liao lorrh.. well done mel.. =) was so disappointed with zx and doraemon.. hais.. ehs.. but luckily.. john dint let us down.. =D

WEDNESDAY
aft recess was julia gabriel.. mrs nath tht it was supposed to start at 11 or sth.. budden actually.. mr robertson and the duanehbu was alrd waiting for us in the AVA room at 1025.. =/ haiyoh.. what a waste of time.. but anyway.. i liked that.. XD okay.. that duanehbu.. LOL.. naohia.. her nehs were so bloody big lorrh.. ahha.. den when she walk.. they were like bouncing.. bouncing.. bouncing.. haha.. =X wah.. den i had initially noticed her during recess.. lols.. was wondering which tyco grp will get taught by her.. den zhun zhun its my class de the other grp.. chee hong.. tan dio sia.. den she taught em until so haoxiao.. =/ that "bed" word.. she kept on emphasizing on it.. she said, "bed." "bed." "bed." "let's go to bed." -__-" i was like.. wtf? haha.. den mrs ang came to our class to brief on that hiphop funky dance thingy.. den she said abt wearing pe shirt.. den it struck to us that we cld wear class tee.. on the beautiful side; we could like.. get those who havent agree to buy the class tee to buy it.. but on the ugly side; we had to rush everything out, immediately.. den we were kinda like.. wasnt fair towards huijia.. we kept on pressing her for the class tee design.. we neglected her feelings and all that.. i felt so damn guilty lorhhs.. she even cried bcus of the pressure k.. everyone were so worried abt the class tee that they neglected huijia.. she had to go for co.. the design is still in her comp.. urgh.. the whole scene was so damn ugly.. hais.. evrything was so damn rushing.. even we had to ask mr soon for permission to call the manufacturer in class.. =/ den aft sch.. got a $90 loan frm ms dominic tan.. aftr getting evrything done.. jack.. mel.. joyce.. and me.. went to find wanlin they all.. they were at heerens de sakae.. we took neoprints.. and i bought my lead stuff agn.. =/ pencil? lead? pencil lead.. ._." ah! im lame.. thats all.. when i reached yishun.. thr was a very very very heavy downpour.. =S got drenched like a chicken.. =/ luo tang ji.. haha.. uhmm.. saw that gangster agn.. kim moh sia.. lols.. erhhs.. was very upset with HER.. what does the 4 years mean to YOU now? =(

THURSDAY
pont sch today.. actually not reli pont la.. wanted to go to sch at first.. budden i overslept.. den decided to go at 9+.. budden ovrslpt agn.. so.. decided to drop the idea of gg to sch.. met boulder, jack, keith, fiona, hj and mel in tp.. the area near the manufaturing shop was kinda deserted in a sense.. but thr's stil ppl larhs.. make class tee de uncle was darn nice.. he agreed to give us b4 mon.. which i think.. is on sun night.. yey! den uhm.. their shirts were damn long.. haha.. their XL is enough to be a dress for me.. =/ guess what happens when hendri wears it.. 3/4 dress? =x oops.. ahah.. so finally.. the class tee has come to an end.. it wasnt easy to everyone.. esp hj.. hey hj.. thx for evrythg you've done k.. we all know that you've sacrificed ALOT for this class tee.. =) den aft that we splitted.. den keith jack bobo mel and me went to find lunch in tp.. and came to a weird restaurant.. evrythg in that shop was so damn weird.. was damn spooky.. den thr's this madwoman.. she dint zip her skirt!! wth.. den her pouch was in front.. covered by her shirt.. ohwow.. she wanted to look like a pregnant woman.. =/ den since the restaurant was so crazy.. i guess.. that madwoman must be the manager.. =X a chip of the old block.. "/ den the waitresses were so bldy lack of slp.. dark eye circles.. den i think the REAL manager looks evolved frm a dalmatian.. his face was so dotty.. =s tha restaurant name is.. SUMO BENTO! ehs.. weird lehs.. nvr charge GST de.. WEIRD.. den hor.. thr's flyers.. so i happened to take it.. den the heading was.. "The Return Of SUMO BENTO" "same PRICE, same LOCATION & with more variety now....." naohia.. if that didnt spook you.. what will? haha.. oh.. and its at 600 Toa Payoh Lor 4, Toa Payoh Central #02-01/02, Singapore 319515, Tel: 62580040 =X and den horr.. the flyer put $5 value set meal.. and we paid $5.50.. ohgawd.. that idiotic spooky restaurant cheated us of $0.50 each! k erm.. forget abt that spooky place.. den hor.. aft tt went to the playgrnd opp amk library.. met hj on the way thr.. haha.. eh! we ran frm amk mrt station to the playgrnd.. haha.. steady sia.. hmm.. everyone had a great time destressing.. esp hj.. haha.. i screamed like hell.. could feel my larynx vibrating so fiercely.. =/ hmm.. den hj went off first.. played concentration game.. slapped my thighs damn hard.. =S and drank sugarcane too.. 5 ppl shared a cup.. haha.. uhm.. was reli tired when i reached home.. errh.. saw 8 weirdos today.. scary! den at night.. found sth weird on my thighs.. RED SPOTS.. -__-" eee.. i tht i was under a curse.. tht i was dying soon.. budden in the end i understood why the spots appeared.. cus i slapped em too hard when i played the concentration game.. ._." LAME.. wahsai.. i got frightened out of my wits k.. uhmm.. talked to my di for abt 4 hrs.. pro hors! =D



It has been a long time coming..

I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get up there
To see you

And I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get in there
To feel you

It's been too long and
I'm about to be
In time for me
Its been too long and
I'm in time i'm in time

Baby baby there's something about you there
I can hold on too
I'm gonna hold on to that
Baby baby there's something about you there
I can hold on too
I'm gonna hold on to that

And I never thought I would win
I never thought what you're 'bout there
Its been a long time coming

I never start to begin
Thinking about the process
Its been a long time coming

Hey yeah its been too long
And i'm about to be in time for me
Its been too long
And i'm in time yeah i'm in time

Baby baby there's something about you there
I can hold on too
I'm gonna hold on to that
Baby baby there's something about you there
I can hold on too
I'm gonna hold on to that

I'm gonna be there
Be there all right
All right yeah yeah

Where? I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get up there
To see you

Baby baby there's something about you there
I can hold on too
I'm gonna hold on to that
Baby baby there's something about you there
I can hold on too
I'm gonna hold on to that
Baby baby there's something about you there
I can hold on too
I'm gonna hold on to that

Its been a long time coming..


Five For Fighting - Something About You.

Yours Truly @ 10/14/2004 11:40:00 PM.
Monday, October 11, 2004

SATURDAY
intended to go collect the class tee today.. but due to insufficient funds.. it wasnt successful.. saddds.. =( hmm.. my new tv came today! muahhaaha.. the colour is diff.. so probably not very used to it.. den she also.. oh wtvr! hais..

SUNDAY
ahhas.. woke up at abt 3 today.. =S scaryys.. maybe i slept abit too late last night.. den uhmm.. celine asked me if i wanna learn how to dance hip hop at a studio.. lols.. was interested.. but.. =/ cheehong.. no money.. hahas.. pathetic.. den uhm.. tt kuku di of mine.. dint know i'd changed my hp number till today.. wtf.. =x

MONDAY
hmm.. was almost late for sch.. =S left home at 7.10 or sth.. budden thr were still 2 mins to being late.. hahas.. tyco.. uhms.. den saw john han.. chee hongs.. he just cant wait to get the damned present outta his bag doesnt he.. haha.. ohya.. and my 7 bucks.. "/ den aft tt.. he also cant wait to run outta train sia.. -_-" oh.. dint know i was tt scary.. =x k erms.. aft tt.. i got to class.. den went to the toilet with jov.. wah kisiao.. they so fast sing sch song sia.. and jov and i still dint know abt it.. =/ den uhm.. we managed to get back to class lars.. the whole sch was lyk.. so quiet and scary.. =S den aft tt gotta go to the ava room for the butterfly proj shit.. naohia.. isnt this one gd chance for me to earn money? ^^ neah phucks.. its lyk.. who bothers to draw images of butterflies sia.. =x k erms.. den mrs boey also mentioned abt what gg back to our own pri sch this fri to promote our sch to those p6 kids.. wahpiangs.. guess what i dreamt of last night? i dreamt tt i was catching a bird in my pri sch.. -_-"diaos.. den uhmm.. mel found out tt my di's present + john han's present was the same.. ._." tyco.. it led me into thinking that the mickey mouse soft toy was on offer.. =X oops! lols.. den ltr.. a teacher caught wilfred for sitting at the papillion.. wths.. still claimed tt he wanted to end his life.. wahs.. i felt so guilty sia.. =X if i dint do what i did.. maybe he won't have gotten into trouble.. =( hais.. sad.. went to orchard aft sch with wanlin, ahyis', huixin, elaine and jack.. argh.. bored.. bought hairband.. and present for huixin.. talking abt her.. ohmans.. nvr doubt the power of love sia.. =X ahhas..



how gentle is the rain
that falls softly on the mantle
birds high upon the trees
soaring in the clouds with the melody

how gentle is the rain
that falls softly on the mantle
birds high upon the trees
soaring in the clouds with the melody
see there beyond the hills
the bright colours of the rainbows
some magic from above
made this day for us
just to fall in love

you hold me in your arms
and say once again you love me
and if your love is true
everything will be just as wonderful

now i belong to you
from this day until forever
just love me tenderly
and i'll give to you every part of me
don't ever make me cry
through long lonely nights without love
be always true to me
keep this day in your heart

you hold me in your arms
and say once again you love me
and if your love is true
everything will be just as wonderful

kelly chen - lovers' concerto..

Yours Truly @ 10/11/2004 07:20:00 PM.
Friday, October 08, 2004

wah.. shuang.. exams are finally over.. hmm.. im gonna fail history mans! maybe lit sci and maths too.. wahlans.. i do the pprs until so bldy slow.. =S when others are at qns 3.. im only at qns 1.. wth is this.. lols.. ohwells.. forget abt the exams.. continue my blog frm today.. haha.. went to orchard aft sch.. with mel, ahyis', fiona, wanlin, huixin and elaine.. but b4 that mel and i watched the bball match between 2G and 2I.. hahas.. cool.. 2I won.. was actually bcus weihan xuan pin they all went to haf a break.. den the 2I pia pia pia.. lols.. pro pro.. hmm.. joel and wei meng darn power.. ^^ wei han and xuan pin also.. wahkao.. got 1 ball scored by them damn damn damn nice.. hahas.. pro asses.. den that joel like no strength lidat.. many times airball.. =x the score was 38 - 55.. hehes.. 2I won! mel owe joel a meal liaos.. lols.. den uhmm.. in the midst of watching the bball match.. 2h guys were being punished.. haha.. that wee min.. -_-" jump so nan kan.. =x even the taogei jump nicer.. LOL.. den aft a while no more liaos.. hmm.. den john lee was being punished by lsp.. =S wah.. lsp is violent.. so very violent.. den aft tt chionged to mrt station.. haha.. bu hao wan de.. mel run so slow.. "/ didnt feel that great after the sprint.. wah.. wished weatherly, lelin they all were ard.. =( hmm.. den noticed that the teddy was walking in front of the rest of the grp.. oO sth's not right.. haha.. k erm.. so met wanlin they all at taka.. had lunch and went to take neoprints.. were suey enough to meet yuru and company.. cldn't really understand what the hell is the problem with them.. fancy complaining without any rhyme or reason.. problematic.. oh.. and 2g those grp too.. knn.. xialan lorrs.. aft taking neoprints.. mel and the ahyis' went to get a drink.. den i was busy cutting the neoprints.. den ermm.. i placed my bag on the table.. den that fat ass kailing went to sit opp me.. same table.. -__-" wtf.. fancy bumping onto me without an apology then vie table with me? xialan la.. i bet your frens were feeling so damn embarrassed by what u did.. oh.. and i dont.. =) i nvr regretted giving up that table.. neither did i regret admitting that you're one xialan ass.. ignts.. anyway.. took neoprint 3 times.. 2x with the whole grp.. the last one was with ahyis' and mel.. hahas.. 2 of 4 looked nice.. damn nice.. hmm.. then met someone who looked very very very much like john frm tension!! naohia.. damn bldy shuai.. plus tall.. but a lil hairy.. =X hmm.. was kinda mesmerized by him.. lols.. but he's too old for me.. den uhmm.. went to far east.. was looking for a bag.. xinyi those kind.. den.. i gotta admit that its totally unsuitable for me.. i got that bad girl looks.. =S hmm.. den see see look look liao went home.. haha.. met leonard on my way home.. den i purposely blocked his way.. lalala.. =x spent a lot of money today without realising it.. sians~ hmm.. was waiting for this day for 2+ mths.. but i still failed to do it.. hais.. someone save me..

Yours Truly @ 10/08/2004 09:10:00 PM.
Sunday, October 03, 2004

WATCH OUT KAYS..

this blog is purely for ytd's incident.. chee hong.. knn.. treat me as an outsider.. wtf.. wasted my bldy time on three of you.. whats more is that this period of time is so crucial.. phuck.. ok.. i admit tt i was stupid enough to forgive you the other time.. thinking that you would change.. but i was wrong.. darn bloody wrong cans.. and as for that chair incident.. i never tht tt it was my fault in the first place.. i wasn't being calculative.. its you who were being so childish.. fine la.. and i gave in to you at the end.. at the same time, believing that i wasn't even in the wrong.. tmd lors.. den ytd tt bldy incident.. wahlans.. i can't even imagine how many more things the three of you have kept from me.. oh.. and i was following behind blindly.. not knowing that i was actually taken for a ride.. and wasting my own time and resources.. its fine if you don't want to let me know anything.. at least you can blurt it out in my absence.. it will save you the trouble of fearing someone like me will know what your secrets are.. and also.. save your bloody breath of asking me to go away just to find out something.. ohwell.. i never thought anyone can be as xialan as you two kays.. you expect me to share the same table with u three even though i was treated like an outsider? i'm not as senseless as to be so obedient.. its as though that wasn't bad enough.. i was also invited to have a share in the food.. farc! nobody likes an outsider to have a share in their food.. i know the feeling of having someone who isn't close to you but sharing your food sucks.. but i know better that the feeling of that someone who is asked to have a share in the food with people not close to him/her sucks even more.. just what part do i not understand? or did i misunderstand? absolutely nothing.. i admit that its just my yr.. my fucking yr.. tmd suey this whole bldy yr.. imagine being unhappy and sad since may.. hasn't it been 5 long mths? great.. doubt this will ever end.. i SINCERELY wish that both your xia lan attitude will get you into trouble one fine day.. not forgetting that u apologised to me in your nick.. BIG JOKE.. if u were sincere enough.. u would know that there's one big error in your lousy eng.. next.. u also mentioned that all three of you cared about me.. oh.. would things land up the way it is now if you three had really given a damn to care? its so fucking obvious how the both of you were treating me.. hmm.. and lastly.. I SERIOUSLY DON'T THINK THAT THERE'S ANY PROBLEM WITH MY ATTITUDE..

Yours Truly @ 10/03/2004 11:38:00 AM.

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