Tuesday, March 29, 2005
i don't know what to say..
but you do know my feelings for you..
can't say much either..
cos.. i don't know..
still, ILY.
"Blurry"
Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it my face
Everyone is changing
there's noone left that's real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i will save you
from all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
but that's not very far
[Chorus]
Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you when to runaway
nobody told you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to runaway
[Chorus]
This pain you gave to me
You take it all
You take it all away...
This pain you gave to me
You take it all away
This pain you gave to me
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me
but you do know my feelings for you..
can't say much either..
cos.. i don't know..
still, ILY.
"Blurry"
Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it my face
Everyone is changing
there's noone left that's real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i will save you
from all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
but that's not very far
[Chorus]
Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you when to runaway
nobody told you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to runaway
[Chorus]
This pain you gave to me
You take it all
You take it all away...
This pain you gave to me
You take it all away
This pain you gave to me
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me
Yours Truly @ 3/29/2005 10:13:00 PM.
Friday, March 25, 2005
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Yours Truly @ 3/25/2005 11:31:00 PM.
Sunday, March 20, 2005
UPDATED (24/3)
so here i am, back from chalet..
was kinda sucky la..
not enough sleep..
nvr brush teeth..
blasting music next door..
no shuai ge..
nvr shampoo hair..
not enough water to consume ..
hahahha.. so here's it.
DAY 1!
uhm.. went out w xinyi to have brunch.. she came my hse to return me my FILA bag.. ah den.. went to meet mel at yck.. and headed to East Coast.. xinyi didn't tag along though.. she left for woodlands after i reached yck.. uhm.. went to check-in all that.. at first we only had a room, but we asked for 2 aft that.. haha.. so went back to the car to unload the stuff.. saw the guys and amira.. yarr. weixiang, junwei, boulder, keith, guanxun, zhixuan, john, laopa, joel, ashley,weiping, timothy.. yup.. i think thats all.. uhm.. and we went out to rent bikes.. only mel keith and i skated.. =D tha rest cycled.. haha that toot toot ashley.. he cycle until don't know how to get back to the bicycle shop.. ._." just too pro. so we skated to Macs to find pei and ahlia and her sis.. you never understood how delighted he was. =/ haha.. i skated uglily. ): then we went back to the chalet to rest till caroline comes.. aft that, we hit the beach.. haha.. caroline, amira, peipei, natalia, norika, melissa, me, keith, john, timothy.. lols.. then the 3 guys went topless.. ._. haha.. and it was bloody cold. =S and we went back to the chalet.. i went night cycling aft that.. haha.. cos tha guys wanna have supper.. got myself wet before cycling.. damn shuang ah. den cycle wan liao jiu hui qu chalet chong liang.. ran hou you qu cycle.. =D and i also skated a little.. was damn terok.. had no more strength to carry on.. :( haha.. den when we got back into chalet that time was about 3 am liaos.. chatted a lil while then played Truth or Dare.. sibei lame la.. if you choose Truth.. they will ask you.. "Who do you like?" then if you choose Dare.. they will ask you "I dare you to tell me who you like." ._. haha.. then got back into the chalet.. tim keith mel and i one room.. the rest in the other.. den mel and i shui bu zhao.. so went arnd screaming our lungs out.. hahah..
"Peeping through the window what will people see,
If you wanna chi xiang jiao do the proper way. HEY!
Meet me tonight in the moonlight,
Meet me tonight all alone,
I wanna show you something,
Something that is yellow and long! HEY!
1 banana, 2 bananas, 3 bananas, 4!
5 bananas, 6 bananas and many many more! HEY! "
lols.. then mel got so fkin high.. =/ screamt like mad la she.. hahaha. guessed tim was feeling kinda awkward.. and laopa was quite pissed with us.. =x ah.. just then, amira and caroline came back.. and they said "eh.. the sky abit orangy orangy alrd! lets go and see!!" haha that time was arnd 5+ am alrd.. then everybody except weiping left for the beach.. ah.. yah. and we saw nothing but a bloody black black sky.. ohman.. -_______- bth sia.. so we went to have our breakfast.. den went to watch sunrise.. tim and jw were crapping idiotically.. and mel slept on my laps.. yarr.. waited for a long time.. and guess what.. we couldn't see any shit.. no sun.. no nothing.. just a hint of orange in the clouds.. ._. damnit la.. the sun slack la! -.-" hahha.. so tim and i walked back to the chalet first.. =/ then i go koons liaos.. 1 hr ltr jiu wake up liaos.. .___. pathetic..
DAY 2
the guys went to play lan.. they took cabs there i think.. then laopa, gx, jw and i took a bus there.. the journey was damn long.. T.T uhm.. tried persuading the guys to go to the BBQ but they din't give two hoots about it cos they were playing wc3.. -__- machiam talking to myself sia.. =S den bochup alrd la.. went home to koon.. =x woke up at 6pm.. den left for the chalet agn.. yeah. the stupid taxi driver cheated me of my dollar.. -_- den reached there.. =s yup.. most of them were there.. were kinda surprised the guys were there.. cos they were saying that they were too tired to come again this morning.. haha.. but i think its bcos weixiang came.. thats why the rest came too.. (: only weiping and laopa went home.. heard that weixiang qia them play wc3.. bloody hell. ._. kk.. ahlia, norika and pei were there too.. heh. eh.. tha gurls were thr too.. elaine, fiona, huijia, janice and cheryl.. not sure if laoma was there or not.. but i was elated that janice was there.. ^^ k uhm.. jack and bob were there too.. lols.. they came here after their npcc camp.. touching, aint it. :D k uhm.. had bbq laa.. den went to cycle.. bob and i went to cycle.. we cycled till damn far.. ._. saw a "corpse" there.. HAHHAHA! -__-" erh okay.. at least it looked v much like one. he just laid there with a sheet over his entire body.. =S was so bloody eerie.. eh.. yahlar.. so we cycled back to the chalet.. then aft that, we rested a while at the chalet b4 leaving to cycle agn.. yup.. went with.. bob, mel, keith, norika, ahlia and pei.. ya.. like sending them off lidat laa.. eh.. keith and i also taught ahlia how to skate.. =/ haha.. den uhm.. aft sending them off.. keith bob mel and i went to check out that "corpse" again.. heh. wasn't as scary as then liaos.. so went back chalet.. the guys were trying to sleep.. but they CAN'T! cos got US.. hahaha.. den aft tt we went out for a while cos of jack.. den when we came back.. they were fast asleep.. haha.. uhm.. maybe except for guanxun.. sth bad happened to him.. =S he had to go home immediately cos his parents came to fetch him.. all bcos he dint pick up their calls.. was like, WALAO~ SO RETARD MOM HE'S GOT LOR. fancy answering calls from your friend's mom in the middle of the night asking if your friend's there or not.. idiot lor she.. ah den.. went to lie down.. aft a while.. could hear tim making some weird sounds.. HAHA. i was laughing my whole ass out.. even my saliva dripped onto the floor.. =X couldnt get to sleep la, so jianhui, guanxun, keith, jack, mel and i went outside for a chat.. yar.. mel was tired so she went to sleep first.. uhm.. den aft that when i went back to the room.. john was making some noises too.. -_-" wahpiang.. bob and i laughed our asses out.. =/ eh.. jw and bob also had a fight.. on the bed. ._. i think jw accidentally hit bob while he was sitting on the bed.. =S den yahlar.. you know.. haha.. jack got so bloody pissed.. and kept scolding them.. lols.. and i fell asleep.. :D
DAY 3
woke up.. den watched SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS on Kids Central.. then packed up and left the chalet.. went to eat at AMK'S S11 after that.. and i took home weixiang's radio.. =D
-END OF CHALET-
so here i am, back from chalet..
was kinda sucky la..
not enough sleep..
nvr brush teeth..
blasting music next door..
no shuai ge..
nvr shampoo hair..
not enough water to consume ..
hahahha.. so here's it.
DAY 1!
uhm.. went out w xinyi to have brunch.. she came my hse to return me my FILA bag.. ah den.. went to meet mel at yck.. and headed to East Coast.. xinyi didn't tag along though.. she left for woodlands after i reached yck.. uhm.. went to check-in all that.. at first we only had a room, but we asked for 2 aft that.. haha.. so went back to the car to unload the stuff.. saw the guys and amira.. yarr. weixiang, junwei, boulder, keith, guanxun, zhixuan, john, laopa, joel, ashley,weiping, timothy.. yup.. i think thats all.. uhm.. and we went out to rent bikes.. only mel keith and i skated.. =D tha rest cycled.. haha that toot toot ashley.. he cycle until don't know how to get back to the bicycle shop.. ._." just too pro. so we skated to Macs to find pei and ahlia and her sis.. you never understood how delighted he was. =/ haha.. i skated uglily. ): then we went back to the chalet to rest till caroline comes.. aft that, we hit the beach.. haha.. caroline, amira, peipei, natalia, norika, melissa, me, keith, john, timothy.. lols.. then the 3 guys went topless.. ._. haha.. and it was bloody cold. =S and we went back to the chalet.. i went night cycling aft that.. haha.. cos tha guys wanna have supper.. got myself wet before cycling.. damn shuang ah. den cycle wan liao jiu hui qu chalet chong liang.. ran hou you qu cycle.. =D and i also skated a little.. was damn terok.. had no more strength to carry on.. :( haha.. den when we got back into chalet that time was about 3 am liaos.. chatted a lil while then played Truth or Dare.. sibei lame la.. if you choose Truth.. they will ask you.. "Who do you like?" then if you choose Dare.. they will ask you "I dare you to tell me who you like." ._. haha.. then got back into the chalet.. tim keith mel and i one room.. the rest in the other.. den mel and i shui bu zhao.. so went arnd screaming our lungs out.. hahah..
"Peeping through the window what will people see,
If you wanna chi xiang jiao do the proper way. HEY!
Meet me tonight in the moonlight,
Meet me tonight all alone,
I wanna show you something,
Something that is yellow and long! HEY!
1 banana, 2 bananas, 3 bananas, 4!
5 bananas, 6 bananas and many many more! HEY! "
lols.. then mel got so fkin high.. =/ screamt like mad la she.. hahaha. guessed tim was feeling kinda awkward.. and laopa was quite pissed with us.. =x ah.. just then, amira and caroline came back.. and they said "eh.. the sky abit orangy orangy alrd! lets go and see!!" haha that time was arnd 5+ am alrd.. then everybody except weiping left for the beach.. ah.. yah. and we saw nothing but a bloody black black sky.. ohman.. -_______- bth sia.. so we went to have our breakfast.. den went to watch sunrise.. tim and jw were crapping idiotically.. and mel slept on my laps.. yarr.. waited for a long time.. and guess what.. we couldn't see any shit.. no sun.. no nothing.. just a hint of orange in the clouds.. ._. damnit la.. the sun slack la! -.-" hahha.. so tim and i walked back to the chalet first.. =/ then i go koons liaos.. 1 hr ltr jiu wake up liaos.. .___. pathetic..
DAY 2
the guys went to play lan.. they took cabs there i think.. then laopa, gx, jw and i took a bus there.. the journey was damn long.. T.T uhm.. tried persuading the guys to go to the BBQ but they din't give two hoots about it cos they were playing wc3.. -__- machiam talking to myself sia.. =S den bochup alrd la.. went home to koon.. =x woke up at 6pm.. den left for the chalet agn.. yeah. the stupid taxi driver cheated me of my dollar.. -_- den reached there.. =s yup.. most of them were there.. were kinda surprised the guys were there.. cos they were saying that they were too tired to come again this morning.. haha.. but i think its bcos weixiang came.. thats why the rest came too.. (: only weiping and laopa went home.. heard that weixiang qia them play wc3.. bloody hell. ._. kk.. ahlia, norika and pei were there too.. heh. eh.. tha gurls were thr too.. elaine, fiona, huijia, janice and cheryl.. not sure if laoma was there or not.. but i was elated that janice was there.. ^^ k uhm.. jack and bob were there too.. lols.. they came here after their npcc camp.. touching, aint it. :D k uhm.. had bbq laa.. den went to cycle.. bob and i went to cycle.. we cycled till damn far.. ._. saw a "corpse" there.. HAHHAHA! -__-" erh okay.. at least it looked v much like one. he just laid there with a sheet over his entire body.. =S was so bloody eerie.. eh.. yahlar.. so we cycled back to the chalet.. then aft that, we rested a while at the chalet b4 leaving to cycle agn.. yup.. went with.. bob, mel, keith, norika, ahlia and pei.. ya.. like sending them off lidat laa.. eh.. keith and i also taught ahlia how to skate.. =/ haha.. den uhm.. aft sending them off.. keith bob mel and i went to check out that "corpse" again.. heh. wasn't as scary as then liaos.. so went back chalet.. the guys were trying to sleep.. but they CAN'T! cos got US.. hahaha.. den aft tt we went out for a while cos of jack.. den when we came back.. they were fast asleep.. haha.. uhm.. maybe except for guanxun.. sth bad happened to him.. =S he had to go home immediately cos his parents came to fetch him.. all bcos he dint pick up their calls.. was like, WALAO~ SO RETARD MOM HE'S GOT LOR. fancy answering calls from your friend's mom in the middle of the night asking if your friend's there or not.. idiot lor she.. ah den.. went to lie down.. aft a while.. could hear tim making some weird sounds.. HAHA. i was laughing my whole ass out.. even my saliva dripped onto the floor.. =X couldnt get to sleep la, so jianhui, guanxun, keith, jack, mel and i went outside for a chat.. yar.. mel was tired so she went to sleep first.. uhm.. den aft that when i went back to the room.. john was making some noises too.. -_-" wahpiang.. bob and i laughed our asses out.. =/ eh.. jw and bob also had a fight.. on the bed. ._. i think jw accidentally hit bob while he was sitting on the bed.. =S den yahlar.. you know.. haha.. jack got so bloody pissed.. and kept scolding them.. lols.. and i fell asleep.. :D
DAY 3
woke up.. den watched SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS on Kids Central.. then packed up and left the chalet.. went to eat at AMK'S S11 after that.. and i took home weixiang's radio.. =D
-END OF CHALET-
Yours Truly @ 3/20/2005 09:46:00 PM.
Thursday, March 17, 2005
YEAH! GOING FOR 2FAITH'04 CHALET!
WAN ZHONG QI DAI
DA SHOU ZHU MU
then don't know liao. haha..
okay.. so will be away till Sun, 20 March.
anyway, will be missing you
cos i know you won't miss me..
ohwell. this is kanasai. HAHA.
ohya.. saw that korean guy today!! -> /l^^l\ muahahha. so happy!
what if hes studying in NYP?!
omg.. hahahahahhahahahha.
okay. im off alrd!
I LOVE 2FAITH FOR EVER AND EVER.
WAN ZHONG QI DAI
DA SHOU ZHU MU
then don't know liao. haha..
okay.. so will be away till Sun, 20 March.
anyway, will be missing you
cos i know you won't miss me..
ohwell. this is kanasai. HAHA.
ohya.. saw that korean guy today!! -> /l^^l\ muahahha. so happy!
what if hes studying in NYP?!
omg.. hahahahahhahahahha.
okay. im off alrd!
I LOVE 2FAITH FOR EVER AND EVER.
Yours Truly @ 3/17/2005 11:08:00 PM.
Saturday, March 12, 2005
wah.. sian diao.. rebonded my hair ytd.. reli laughed my ass out cos of the price.. was 60bucks.. =/ so bloody cheapskate! haha toot lah.. den that xiaoyi rebonded her hair too.. hers was 100.80bucks.. and its like.. erm.. so little hair being rebonded? =/ ohmy. den uhm.. went acs barker today.. yeah.. DESPO GIRLS SEEN AT ACS (BARKER) TODAY. -__- even shuhui was there.. LMFAO. den urrh. bought an ACS polo tee.. quite cheap.. 6bucks.. eh.. saw a bimbo there.. fkin bitchy.. "joanne, i thought you weren't coming here today!" sth like that laa. =/ and when she walks..her butts shake. -_- and yah. thats all. am really into hideaki takizawa now.. he's so shuai.. ^^ ohya.. another thing i wanna add. I AM PATHETIC AND SAD. damnit. thanks alot for that dream sia.. -_- i even woke up fearing that i will forget the dream.. =S wth.
Wherever you go,
Whatever you do,
Be happy and know,
I'll always love you.
Wherever you go,
Whatever you do,
Be happy and know,
I'll always love you.
Yours Truly @ 3/12/2005 11:14:00 PM.
Monday, March 07, 2005
HUMJI
HUMJI
HUMJI
HUMJI
HUMJI
HUMJI
HUMJI
HUMJI
HUMJI
HUMJI
HUMJI
HUMJI
HUMJI
HUMJI
HUMJI
Yours Truly @ 3/07/2005 10:29:00 PM.
Saturday, March 05, 2005
BOWLING FOR SOUP - ALMOST
I almost got drunk at school at 14
Where I almost made out with the homecoming queen
Who almost went on to be miss texas
But lost to a slut with much bigger breasts
I almost dropped out to move to LA
Where I was almost famous for almost a day
And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost loved you
I almost wished you would've loved me too
I almost held up a grocery store
Where I almost did 5 years and then 7 more
Cos I almost got popped for a fight with a thug
Cos he almost made off with a bunch of the drugs
That I almost got hooked on cos you ran away
And I wish I woulda had the nerve to ask you to stay
And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost loved you
I almost wished you would've loved me too
You kept me guessing and now
I'm destined to spend my time missing you
I almost wished you would've loved me too
Here I go thinking about all the things I could've done
I'm gonna need a forklift cos all the baggage weighs a ton
I know we had our problems I can't remember one
I almost forgot to say something else
And if I cant fit it in I'll keep it all to myself
I almost wrote a song about you today
But I tore it all up and then I threw it away
And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost had you
And I didn't even know it
You kept me guessing and now
I'm destined to spend my time missing you
And I almost had you [x3]
I almost wished you would've loved me too
Yours Truly @ 3/05/2005 10:03:00 AM.
3 DOORS DOWN - LET ME GO
One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve
In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Let me go
I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through
In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Just let me go...
Let me go
And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
I know..
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Let me go
And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know who I am
And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know me
Who knows
Yours Truly @ 3/05/2005 09:39:00 AM.
LINDSAY LOHAN - OVER
I watched the walls around me crumble
But its not like I won't build them up again
So here's your last chance for redemption
So take it while it lasts because it will end
And my tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye
I can't live without you
Can't breathe without you
I dream about you honestly
Tell me that its over
Because the world is spinning and I'm still living
It wont be right if we're not in it together
Tell me that it's over
And I'll be the first to go
Don't want to be the last to know
I won't be the one to chase you
But at the same time you're the heart that I call home
I'm always stuck with these emotions
And the more I try to feel the less I'm whole
My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye
I can't live without you
Can't breathe without you
I dream about you honestly
Tell me that its over
Because the world is spinning and I'm still living
It wont be right if we're not in it together
Tell me that it's over
My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye
I can't live without you
Can't breathe without you
I dream about you honestly
Tell me that its over
Because the world is spinning and I'm still living
It wont be right if we're not in it together
Tell me that it's over
Tell me that it's over
Over~
Honestly tell me
Honestly tell me
Don't tell me that its over
Don't tell me that its over..
Yours Truly @ 3/05/2005 09:24:00 AM.
Thursday, March 03, 2005
you can jolly well forget about it.
nothing matters anymore.
nothing matters anymore.
Yours Truly @ 3/03/2005 07:06:00 PM.
