Sunday, July 30, 2006
i should be happy. alicia too. him and him too. everybody shld be happy. haha. erh haha. =/ i wish i could la. then.. erm had a dream of alicia with this guy ytd. lol. sad thing was that it was only a dream.. aiyos. uhm.. but to think of it.. im happy for him la. heh. on 2nd tht, its been uber long. drats. and im in the dark abt it. eh actually no. they told me earlier? lols.. so darn much earlier. then i tht, i tht, i tht.. ahha. so heres the end. :D yay. eh.. and i wanna say some songs made me realise my stupidity. i hate them but like them both at the same time. they seem to be laughing at me. ):
lols. sunday mornings are hardest to bear. "/
lols. sunday mornings are hardest to bear. "/
Yours Truly @ 7/30/2006 01:00:00 PM.
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
hahahha. lols.. just in case someone sees this. :D weixiang is the greatest guy on earth, for now. haha.. tht he would be darn mad at me for ps-ing him. but ok.. that was initially. i still rmb his nick. "/ anw i think the air's cleared. hope he dont rmb i did such a thing. =/ im really pretty furious at myself for setting false hopes already. T.T hahaha. hes nice lah!
Yours Truly @ 7/25/2006 11:45:00 PM.
Friday, July 21, 2006
today's darn suey i guess. and i have this fkhead at loggerheads w me now. :/ told you im terribly sorry. even ppl like kahwee could take it lightly.. ah then you leh. -_-" ok. probably i was wrong to have agreed to immediately.. =S but it was just less than a day that i rejected you. using that time would you still able to get another partner? -.- cant you just think of it as a whole? ya.. i did chicken out. im a loser la thats right. but i definitely do not think im not up to standard. its like. whoa look who's talking now. tables turned, eh? you treat ppl so badly. its only natural for ppl to treat you badly. even though youre small, you bear more grudge than anyone else. grr. i apologized but you dont wanna accept. what else can i do? petite sized fkhead.
enough bout him. sth else happened today. got mad w chandra. but ok la. he apologized for what he did. erh.. then yah mel and pei helped me. :D jiang yi qi! haha then john said " guo ran shi 2faith de" lols. ya anw. i tht that i was in the wrong today too. =/ so.. yah. but ytd his attitude was fking KNS. i mean, it was just a drawing? railed so loudly. where do you think im standing? 1km away? nb. yah. but reli tht i shldnt be deserving it. ah whatever. so he apologized today when i told him about it. yah he should. cos today's _______. haha. hmm. mel cried w me too. =x gan dong lahs!
then erh.. ya pinnacle. "/ sad. so damn sad.. move on?
enough bout him. sth else happened today. got mad w chandra. but ok la. he apologized for what he did. erh.. then yah mel and pei helped me. :D jiang yi qi! haha then john said " guo ran shi 2faith de" lols. ya anw. i tht that i was in the wrong today too. =/ so.. yah. but ytd his attitude was fking KNS. i mean, it was just a drawing? railed so loudly. where do you think im standing? 1km away? nb. yah. but reli tht i shldnt be deserving it. ah whatever. so he apologized today when i told him about it. yah he should. cos today's _______. haha. hmm. mel cried w me too. =x gan dong lahs!
then erh.. ya pinnacle. "/ sad. so damn sad.. move on?
Yours Truly @ 7/21/2006 11:10:00 PM.
Monday, July 10, 2006
earlier on was fun! heh.. enjoyed it terribly. the food and everything else. =D
sch was boring and lifeless. maybe cos i didnt have enough sleep and it was pouring the morning. that did dampen my mood. so anw.. was so darn tired and lifeless till PE. hahahahah. having pe with 4I now. so anw. did napfa tests. uhm.. sit ups 49.. won john. HEH HEH. haha.. he had 47. but it wasnt fair cos he had gastric pain.. yeah but seriously i can't do as many sit ups anymore. probably cos i didnt train. and as usual.. wp did 60. -.- haha then ahyi told me sth funny.. regarding G___d. LOL. hmm aft that i had fun with huisian and fishy. they stole my shoeeeee! and removed my sock from my foot.. horrible people. lols. but boy, i did had fun swinging it towards them. :D haha.. so aft that got perked up and was more energetic. OH. CHENYI is on the papers! under Life! section. haha.. hmm then during chi.. i had no choice but to pauto the guys.. ah nvm la. they didnt give a damn either. ok so during eng.. talked to joyce and as usual.. laughed at ppl. ._. then i went to slp.. lols. so sarah, joyce and i were slping.. then i think simin went to slp too. so ms soh complained. murmuring god-knows-what. sch ended shortly and simin hf and i went sun plaza. caro and cathi were with us. lols.. we were gossiping and yes.. ppl related to them are always of listenable distance. hmm. cathi knows a lot. :x haha. upon destination, simin went to make her ez-link. then went to sun plaza for the food fest. hahahhahahhahah. bought chilli crab bun, portugese egg tarts, durian puff, durian pancake! lols. they were totally awesome cos theres always discount when we buy in packs of three. hahaha. so went foodcourt. bought drinks and sat down to enjoy the food.. gossiped a lot. maybe not to the extent of gossip.. sorta talk abt people, and ourselves. then.. we decided to walk to yishun. hahah.. not v tiring but simin cldnt take it! SIMIN, A LONG DISTANCE RUNNER, CAN'T WALK LONG DISTANCES. hahaha. ironic people brings abt ironic things. lols.. talked a lot. the entire walk took abt 1 hr? prolly last than that. and i bet simin's feeling guilty all over now. :X heh.. so anw now i can understand why alicia and company enjoyed walking frm yck to yishun. =D
heh heh heh. ytd was great too! :D
sch was boring and lifeless. maybe cos i didnt have enough sleep and it was pouring the morning. that did dampen my mood. so anw.. was so darn tired and lifeless till PE. hahahahah. having pe with 4I now. so anw. did napfa tests. uhm.. sit ups 49.. won john. HEH HEH. haha.. he had 47. but it wasnt fair cos he had gastric pain.. yeah but seriously i can't do as many sit ups anymore. probably cos i didnt train. and as usual.. wp did 60. -.- haha then ahyi told me sth funny.. regarding G___d. LOL. hmm aft that i had fun with huisian and fishy. they stole my shoeeeee! and removed my sock from my foot.. horrible people. lols. but boy, i did had fun swinging it towards them. :D haha.. so aft that got perked up and was more energetic. OH. CHENYI is on the papers! under Life! section. haha.. hmm then during chi.. i had no choice but to pauto the guys.. ah nvm la. they didnt give a damn either. ok so during eng.. talked to joyce and as usual.. laughed at ppl. ._. then i went to slp.. lols. so sarah, joyce and i were slping.. then i think simin went to slp too. so ms soh complained. murmuring god-knows-what. sch ended shortly and simin hf and i went sun plaza. caro and cathi were with us. lols.. we were gossiping and yes.. ppl related to them are always of listenable distance. hmm. cathi knows a lot. :x haha. upon destination, simin went to make her ez-link. then went to sun plaza for the food fest. hahahhahahhahah. bought chilli crab bun, portugese egg tarts, durian puff, durian pancake! lols. they were totally awesome cos theres always discount when we buy in packs of three. hahaha. so went foodcourt. bought drinks and sat down to enjoy the food.. gossiped a lot. maybe not to the extent of gossip.. sorta talk abt people, and ourselves. then.. we decided to walk to yishun. hahah.. not v tiring but simin cldnt take it! SIMIN, A LONG DISTANCE RUNNER, CAN'T WALK LONG DISTANCES. hahaha. ironic people brings abt ironic things. lols.. talked a lot. the entire walk took abt 1 hr? prolly last than that. and i bet simin's feeling guilty all over now. :X heh.. so anw now i can understand why alicia and company enjoyed walking frm yck to yishun. =D
heh heh heh. ytd was great too! :D
Yours Truly @ 7/10/2006 05:40:00 PM.
Sunday, July 09, 2006
i didnt get to see chenyi today. =/ nobody wanted to go w me.. erh. T.T ah nvm.. freakin lousy day. whiled my 6pm away.. blimey.
skip this if you wish. :/
and at night i quarrelled w my bro. over some fkin superficial matters.. nb. like its my fault that i wasnt brought up by them. u obviously know im not as close as them as you are and here you are blaming me for not visiting them. yah great. so what do i do when i get there. i dont even know how to speak teochew.. ask me go there look at them eh? whats the pt. you look at me and i look at you. -__- you yourself agreed to go, and you start blaming when nobody else cld make it. and trying to be the victim by saying you were being 'forced' to go. whats the deal here? ppl have their own plans.. and so happen to not make it. youre the only person whos free to go over. okay. i do admit i didnt wish to go.. but if i had not any plans.. i wld def go. but yeah.. you turned it round to imply that i was an ingrate, and was being disrespectful. they didnt bring me up, my dear. they brought you up. they treat you better than me, even you know that. so whats the bldy point of me being there? apart from this, what i'm really mad is that you fucking have a temper. you never blame yourself for that. instead, you blame others, for making you this way. youre rude, and have a fkin bad character. a pugnacious brat. you can't see it, cos you're blinded by ITE. you blame your flaws on the school, for having moulded you this way. you say your friends are all this way. you don't want to learn cos you're from ITE. hey come on, i don't see other ITE students not trying to learn or improve themselves. they go to work during the holiday vacation, but what about you? being an idler at home and waste electricity. haha, do you rmb what you said? that you will save more money by staying at home. wow. as if you dont waste more money by hogging on to the com and not going out to earn money home. i'll take it that you go to lan aft your work daily, you will also save more money this way. and just now, you railed at me cos i didn't let you use the com. any idea how long you used ytd? okay, i can pretend that you used your com time for the next day. hey but you still wanted to use the next day. and guess what. you were on the verge of slapping me when i didnt let you use? maybe a slap that missed. yeah, you can be angry for not getting a hold of the keyboard, but you just can't see where your prob lie. you just scream at your mom anyohow. i alone can't take it, what more my dad and mom. you rail at her for the slightest reasons. and yah. i forgot to mention, she's always on your side. that time she and mom called you 2x each. but she reprimanded mom for calling so many times. asked her not to call too many times lest you get infuriated, which is not very good to you. hah. she herself called you twice too. but i dont see her admitting it. i pity my mom for being in this family. with her sis-in-law and he's-rude-but-he-doesn't-realise-it-son.. i mean, i've had enough of you, and your godly o-so-wonderful attitude. you know how to complain, and request, but do you, any idea, how to handle consequences?
i cant agree more that today is just so fine for me.
skip this if you wish. :/
and at night i quarrelled w my bro. over some fkin superficial matters.. nb. like its my fault that i wasnt brought up by them. u obviously know im not as close as them as you are and here you are blaming me for not visiting them. yah great. so what do i do when i get there. i dont even know how to speak teochew.. ask me go there look at them eh? whats the pt. you look at me and i look at you. -__- you yourself agreed to go, and you start blaming when nobody else cld make it. and trying to be the victim by saying you were being 'forced' to go. whats the deal here? ppl have their own plans.. and so happen to not make it. youre the only person whos free to go over. okay. i do admit i didnt wish to go.. but if i had not any plans.. i wld def go. but yeah.. you turned it round to imply that i was an ingrate, and was being disrespectful. they didnt bring me up, my dear. they brought you up. they treat you better than me, even you know that. so whats the bldy point of me being there? apart from this, what i'm really mad is that you fucking have a temper. you never blame yourself for that. instead, you blame others, for making you this way. youre rude, and have a fkin bad character. a pugnacious brat. you can't see it, cos you're blinded by ITE. you blame your flaws on the school, for having moulded you this way. you say your friends are all this way. you don't want to learn cos you're from ITE. hey come on, i don't see other ITE students not trying to learn or improve themselves. they go to work during the holiday vacation, but what about you? being an idler at home and waste electricity. haha, do you rmb what you said? that you will save more money by staying at home. wow. as if you dont waste more money by hogging on to the com and not going out to earn money home. i'll take it that you go to lan aft your work daily, you will also save more money this way. and just now, you railed at me cos i didn't let you use the com. any idea how long you used ytd? okay, i can pretend that you used your com time for the next day. hey but you still wanted to use the next day. and guess what. you were on the verge of slapping me when i didnt let you use? maybe a slap that missed. yeah, you can be angry for not getting a hold of the keyboard, but you just can't see where your prob lie. you just scream at your mom anyohow. i alone can't take it, what more my dad and mom. you rail at her for the slightest reasons. and yah. i forgot to mention, she's always on your side. that time she and mom called you 2x each. but she reprimanded mom for calling so many times. asked her not to call too many times lest you get infuriated, which is not very good to you. hah. she herself called you twice too. but i dont see her admitting it. i pity my mom for being in this family. with her sis-in-law and he's-rude-but-he-doesn't-realise-it-son.. i mean, i've had enough of you, and your godly o-so-wonderful attitude. you know how to complain, and request, but do you, any idea, how to handle consequences?
i cant agree more that today is just so fine for me.
Yours Truly @ 7/09/2006 03:10:00 AM.
Monday, July 03, 2006
heh heh heh.. got a new phone.. N6233. lol.. one weird phone. why? cos its supposed to be a 3G phone but it doesnt have any vga camera in front. lol.. but according to keith.. 3g also refers to the fast internet connection. hmm. lols another thing! there's no connectivity cable! ._. is that lousy or is that lousy? lol.. anw.. its $298. felt the pain from my dad too. =/ haha but theres mp3 player included in the phone.. =D it can be my mp3 player! 2 in 1. hmm.. the phone may be a lil too long.. =S but sure i prefer that to some bigbig phone. haha.. i was juggling between 6111 and this.. but 6111 features are kns. =/ it just has the looks. eh but wahlao its damn chic.. T.T hmm its also kinda ex.. been waiting for it since 3 weeks ago? -_- waiting and waiting for the prices to drop but.. yea. lol.. bought N6233 instead. =D really happy as well!
bought it on sat.. yep. saw winnie too. she was gg to meet jac.. and i tagged along. lol.. i wanted to taste the cake. :D you see, the cake means a lot to me cos the four ( keith juz kokyong and i) of us slogged hard to make the oreo cheesecake while winnie was happily having her delifrance meal. haha yaya. so anw.. tasted the cake. it tasted..... sour? :X not that the cheese turned sour, but cos we added too much yogurt. lol.. ya.
Friday
VERY GOOD DAY, I SAY! lol nthnth. :x erh.. didnt bring a bag and mel had to bring my jacket. ._. lols.. so i had to wear it. and i looked as though i was sickly. hmm so anw.. had the career talks. i was listening ok. =D haha.. so aft that we had recess for an hr. but still we were late.. and so had the sit at the back of the hall.. nth happened in the end. -_-" O! O! then during assembly. WAHHAHAHAHHAHAS. okok.. anw. assembly was fun.. we were celebrating youth day. didnt reli expect mrs goh to be such a gorgeous. beauty fades with time. =/ err. ya.. then it was over. UNEXPECTABLY FAST RIGHT. haaais. hmm so aft that we went tampines mall. lol.. june was with us! heh.. lol we played at toys r us. lol barbies are pretty. =x esp one original barbie picture.. haha. so anw winnie joined us aft that. and.. i went to sbw cos i had to help her bake oreo cheesecake cos she wanted to give it to jacq. keith and juz came along too. so we went kokyong's hse to bake.. lol his cousins called us labour workers. ._. tough work crushing the oreos.. anw.. it was done! haha.. but they quarrelled agn. hais. eh so.. reached home at abt 1120? i was still in my sch u. -_-" nevertheless, great day today! :D
bought it on sat.. yep. saw winnie too. she was gg to meet jac.. and i tagged along. lol.. i wanted to taste the cake. :D you see, the cake means a lot to me cos the four ( keith juz kokyong and i) of us slogged hard to make the oreo cheesecake while winnie was happily having her delifrance meal. haha yaya. so anw.. tasted the cake. it tasted..... sour? :X not that the cheese turned sour, but cos we added too much yogurt. lol.. ya.
Friday
VERY GOOD DAY, I SAY! lol nthnth. :x erh.. didnt bring a bag and mel had to bring my jacket. ._. lols.. so i had to wear it. and i looked as though i was sickly. hmm so anw.. had the career talks. i was listening ok. =D haha.. so aft that we had recess for an hr. but still we were late.. and so had the sit at the back of the hall.. nth happened in the end. -_-" O! O! then during assembly. WAHHAHAHAHHAHAS. okok.. anw. assembly was fun.. we were celebrating youth day. didnt reli expect mrs goh to be such a gorgeous. beauty fades with time. =/ err. ya.. then it was over. UNEXPECTABLY FAST RIGHT. haaais. hmm so aft that we went tampines mall. lol.. june was with us! heh.. lol we played at toys r us. lol barbies are pretty. =x esp one original barbie picture.. haha. so anw winnie joined us aft that. and.. i went to sbw cos i had to help her bake oreo cheesecake cos she wanted to give it to jacq. keith and juz came along too. so we went kokyong's hse to bake.. lol his cousins called us labour workers. ._. tough work crushing the oreos.. anw.. it was done! haha.. but they quarrelled agn. hais. eh so.. reached home at abt 1120? i was still in my sch u. -_-" nevertheless, great day today! :D
Yours Truly @ 7/03/2006 12:44:00 PM.
