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Saturday, August 21, 2004

diao.. these few days cant tag.. -_- tt stupid tagboard got taiji de! lousy sia.. =x uhm.. and im sick.. ._." kisiao.. everytime common tests or exams come sure sick de.. "/ mayb study too hard.. LOL! =X anyway.. nth much happened today.. so dint include it..

FRIDAY
homecons test today.. cheated till darn obvious and got caught by mr soon.. =X haha.. but he dint punish me or ath.. owells.. i cldnt see a shit anyway.. haha.. den had pe.. exchanged shirts w wL.. den.. played some stupid games.. haha.. den saw jane.. den duno y i go smile to her.. =/ haha.. weird.. think she smiled back at me too.. kekes.. during recess.. i nearly lost my wallet.. hahas.. heng rq they all picked up.. lol.. one guy even stepped on it.. -_- den still say sth lyk , "heng i stepped on it ah!" wtf? lols.. step on my wallet will give u luck eh? "/ den during music.. we watched spirited away.. haha.. the gurl is darn cute.. =) den uhm.. when the bell rang.. we were lyk.. reluctant to go for our next class lo.. hahas.. den kept on making a din.. budden in the end oso went back to class lars.. hmm.. had maths test.. crapps! dint know how to do any.. =/ hais.. den during assembly.. my class havent got a place to sit.. so had to sit behind.. with those sec 3s.. lols.. den 3H de guys were funny.. they sang the sch song w so much enthusiaism.. argh.. duno how to spell lars.. darn enthu jiu shi lerz.. den got tt tang quartet or sth de.. the quartet played the violin, cello and viola.. cool ehs.. and tt sucky benjamin volunteered to play tha cello.. omg.. he's smaller than the cello.. ._." i think the cello playing him rather than he playing the cello.. den aft tt went back to class.. cus got another period.. ms lem dint come to class.. den tt stupid alan, wx and wp stole my shoe! all bcus of tt kuku john.. go say wat exchange shoe.. den wx kop diao my shoe! kukuass--! den alan took it frm wx.. den i used my the other shoe to throw at alan.. lol.. budden i missed.. ._." den duno which bldy kuku stole my the other shoe too.. DIAO.. den i ran ard in my socks.. haha.. black socks.. =/ haha.. budden in the end i still got back my shoe.. =) den tt sooper kiampak de mrs pow came to our class.. haha.. she saw shakir, thomas, wx and me lurking ard outside the classroom.. den kp-ed.. poor jack and hj.. ahahs.. tht she was gonna scold us.. budden in the end scolded only the chair & v/chair.. when she left.. only then did ms lem come in.. ._." PRE-PLANNED SIA! haha.. den aft sch took bus to np with nat.. lol.. once agn, ate at swensens.. =S den i still bought kfc food home.. hahas.. got tonsils still eat kfc food.. pro.. wah.. den was reli sick tt night.. lols.. but still managed to come online.. whahhahaha.. =S im rather crazy..

*Jay Zhou - Jie Kou, Evonne Xu - Xing Fu, Lin Jun Jie - Hai Pa, Nan Quan Ma Ma - Bai Se Lie Hen, Yan Cheng Xu - Yi Gong Chi*


he raped your body and your mind
then left you there to lay
and now it seems you cannot find
the moon nor stars nor light of day

his whispered promises of love and such
echo through your heart
when he left, was no part of you left untouched?
was your spirit torn apart?

is your anger and your spite
strong enough to save you?
or are you adrift, lost to the night
with no prince charming to come rescue you?


hahas.. k.. this poem is nice.. but too bad this isnt composed by me.. =/ lols.. byebye..

Yours Truly @ 8/21/2004 09:32:00 PM.
Thursday, August 19, 2004

i am sick agn! oh dear.. i've turned into a sneezing machine.. ._."

WEDNESDAY
took lit ppr today.. c'mon its crazy.. dun expect any high marks cus i know the grade will suck.. not once did i pin high hopes for my lit.. haha.. i wrote kinda little for my essay sia.. lols.. in deep shit.. den laopa so sad!! =( hais.. mus b bcus of his jay cd + lit.. diao.. dun let me find out who broke laopa de qi li xiang cd lorr.. if not i hack the person up sia.. stupid.. humji kia.. den now kinda saving money to buy another new cd for him.. =) hope he cheers up bahs.. uhm.. keith came to sch today.. and with his class tee design.. hmm.. not bad lars.. lols.. plus cheryl's design.. we shld b able to sum it up.. and get it done with.. den.. mrs yeo dint come agn.. oh craps.. dun wanna come den dun come la.. we dun expect u either.. den had julia gabriel.. den we all took turns to play with zx's specs.. lol.. i almost put it in my shoe! =X haha.. stinks! kekes.. den during chi.. we almost got back our chi ct ppr.. but bcus of keith.. we cldnt.. "/ all of us felt lyk bashing him up sia.. lol.. den everybody darn bs.. no mood to pay attention to his lesson.. ahha.. den jack saw bob at 2H.. cus bob said tt he wanna go shit.. budden he's at 2H.. den we all were lyk.. looking at him.. inc mr soon.. den bob was lyk.. gaying ard w guanghe.. lol! everyone saw tt sia.. den when bob came to class.. we all were lyk disiao-ing him.. den mr soon asked him whr did he go.. he still said he went to shit.. "/ hA! hA! hA! ._." den i asked bob loudly, "2H got toilet ah?" LMAO.. den he was on the verge of hitting me? lol.. darn funny sia.. den i went to sit w pei2.. lol.. sang tt kuku shi nian over and over agn.. =D i lurve shi nian! den aft sch took same train as tim, john, jh & zx.. actually intended to eat w em.. budden my mom called to ask me to meet her.. =S had heavy lunch sia.. lol.. den went to study for my sci lerr.. den slpt quite late at night.. or maybe morning? ya.. slpt at 1+.. almost 2.. uhm.. read someone's blog.. found out tt it happens in every batch.. =/ hais.. DISCRIMINATION..

THURSDAY
took my sci ppr today.. diao.. all those tt i learnt dint come out.. ._. oh freaking shit! haha.. suey lars.. if only i cld b as lucky as nat.. everytym so tyco.. study wat, test wat de.. cool.. den uhm.. i can oso say tt i forgot a great deal of stuffs and definations.. idiot! "/ den during homecons, mdm ang was lyk.. crapping abt history? oh puhh-leasseee! this is HOMECONS! not HISTORY! shucks lars.. talk abt what archipaelago.. diaos.. we havent learn till tt detailed.. den maths.. haha.. nice OHP we've chosen sia.. auto shutdown every 10 min sia.. ._. den mich & i gotta borrow 1.. den when we wheeled the OHP to class.. it was working.. perfectly fine! kns.. hahas.. but i also found out tt ms lem told a story.. a spooky one.. lol.. cool.. spine-chilling story.. abt those vballers tt went to thai las yr.. i kinda heard it too frm zoe they all.. den aft recess was eng.. haha.. my grp talked shit abt tha murder case.. =/ what psycho den what attracted to shiny stuff.. aiya.. all crap lai de.. den mrs nath said we can't be detectives all tt.. lol.. true enough.. den when i got back my poem.. i was hiding behind mrs nath.. =X hehehs.. dint dare to face her.. ^^ cus i asked fion to compose it for me.. haha.. den the draft was lyk.. behind my poem.. =S no wonder nath suspected sth.. argh.. nvm.. its over.. =X no marks given anyway.. den sang a bday song for elaine.. as usual, mr simon complained abt my shirt agn.. always nt tucked in.. =/ some things jus can't be changed.. i can't help not tucking my shirt in either.. ohya.. sneezed so many thousand times today lor.. hais.. k.. its obvious tt i'm kidding..well, maybe a few tens? -_- argh.. i've turned into a sneezing machine! lalala! hahas.. was kinda glad though.. hehehs.. someone is thinking of me! muahahha.. missing me terribly in fact! lmao.. kinda lame la.. duno y.. i keep on thinking tt if i sneeze, thr's someone who is missing me.. ^^ hahah.. so its better to sneeze more hor? =X whoa.. scully ish esther ah! i'd rather cut away my nose sia.. =/ den aft sch.. went to eat at swensen's w yuhan.. diao.. tha waitress kop-ed our 80cents.. LOL.. kiampak! uhmm.. den hor.. i go read tha 8 days mag lars.. den i go see my horoscope.. whoaa.. hope what it says come true sia..! =D jus reli reli reli reli reli reli hope so.. but if tt happens.. someone will be sad.. =( its either him or her.. haiz.. if only i had a chance.. k.. nvm.. whats meant to be mine will eventually come to me bahs.. tues will be my big day, i think.. =/ k.. hope i will do well for my homecons tmr! jiayou! wish me luck.. BYEBYEBYEBYE.. imyimyimyimy!!



十年之前 我不認識你 你不屬於我 我們還是一樣 陪在一個陌生人左右 走過漸漸熟悉的街頭
十年之後 我們是朋友 還可以問候 只是那種溫柔 再也找不到擁抱的理由 情人最後難免淪為朋友

Yours Truly @ 8/19/2004 09:56:00 PM.
Tuesday, August 17, 2004

MONDAY
had el test 2day.. compo? lol.. i did topic 4.. uhm.. that stupid "i really tried!" oh great.. my compo was kinda boring.. =/ aiya.. at least i dint read the topic wrongly.. unlike wp! =x haha.. pakjiao la he.. see tried until TIRED.. -_- haha.. he everytime oso so blur.. =/ ignts.. den i sat at hendri's place during the test.. lol.. diao.. cldnt imagine the previous times whrby i sat at ashley's place.. -_- naohiaa.. so dirty.. nose shit.. =X den aft tt nth much happened.. =s BORING! aft sch intended to go NP with nat xy pei2 de.. budden pei2 dun wan.. so dint go.. haha.. she mus b darn dulan w us.. evrytym oso go np de.. hehs.. oh.. den uhm.. b4 the start of the test.. when we gg up the stairs tt time.. tha joel go pour water down the stairs.. duno water or lemon tea.. den i think almost kana guanghe.. LOL.. kp kia.. den priscilla gave tt bushuang look.. haha.. den uhm.. aft sch nat almost pei me eat at kfc lo.. in the end was joshua.. haha.. diao.. we go eat swensen.. =D yummy.. hmm.. 5 scoops for 1.39bucks.. cool eh.. den saw phyllicia and rachel.. diaos.. dey go kp.. -_- oh nvm.. den aft tt go home study abit chi den slp.. den wake up study agn.. plus pia my hist.. and slpt at 1+ ? =/ haiii..

TUESDAY
today was chi ppr.. sian ah.. can pass jiu hao.. haha.. =/ diao.. studied real hard for it.. budden cldnt rmb.. stupid sia.. mus bcus i dint haf enuff slp.. haiz.. den today met juz at the yishun mrt station.. went to sch w nat cus shes also late.. uhm.. the train was early.. haha.. keith wasn't here today.. mus b bcus he attended esther's fren bday party and was infected w esther's virus.. ohcool.. =X cher was caught for her fringe.. =S straight line sia.. haha.. diao.. "TOO BAD MY FRINGE IS TOO SHORT FOR YOU TO CATCH!" muahahaha.. nath sure was fuming mad tt she cldnt catch me! lalalas.. den ms ng dint come for art agn.. but mr teo came to take over.. haha.. den during recess.. i saw leek, lsp and carolyn tan.. -_- crapps.. lucky i chionged sia.. if nt sure kana caught for my fricking ankle socks.. ^^ pro me..! den aft recess.. eileen yeo wasnt here agn.. ._." free period lo.. haha.. den during eng.. mrs nath called me a rat.. RAT.. ahahs.. was peeping at her.. =s ohwells.. shak too.. haha.. =x uhmm.. pont tha whole of sci lesson.. with mel! =/ diaos.. den aft sch went to j8.. with pei2 nat and joyce.. ya.. uhmm.. ate at kfc.. met kirk, alistair and wilfred.. diao.. made a fool of ourselves.. haha.. den mel, caryn and juz was lyk.. waving at us? but joyce and i dao-ed her.. lalala.. =x uhmm.. ian and pamela havent break sia.. cool.. hope they dont break sia.. budden they so sad? and quiet? ahahs.. diaos.. im so busybody.. all the best to both of em lo.. ohya.. den saw mr leek and another chi teacher.. lol.. den i was lyk.. "where? where?" even though they were right beside me.. -_- pakjiao sia.. hahas.. den i went home liao.. =/ slp den study bahh..! cya--! hope i do well for my lit tmr.. =)


Never hurt the love that loves & never love the love that hurts. <-- frm alicia de nick. =D

Yours Truly @ 8/17/2004 09:48:00 PM.
Sunday, August 15, 2004

life suxx--! ahaha.. lame lame! tmr hungry ghost festival liao.. >.<

FRIDAY
hahas.. fri 13th.. unlucky day for jw.. =/ but not for me.. hehehs.. uhmm.. went to sch w joel.. haha.. diao.. wanted to b a loner de.. den he come kajiao me.. ._." ignts.. den.. jw was caught for touching his face 4 times..? oh freak.. think wx stand in front of him la.. lol.. tts y he caught mr lim's attention.. den his punishment was jus to stand throughout the whole RP lo.. den he found out tt his shoe kana dog shit.. lol.. suey him sia.. frm his hse thr de grass until sch.. =/ gosh, stinks.. den during chi class.. went ard to borrow OHP.. den think only 3H and 2H de OHP working.. craps.. 9 classes sharing 2 OHP.. kisiao.. den heck.. dint borrow.. =x slack ah! haha.. aft tt was PE.. whahahaha.. got GOLD lerz! budden only got 27 pts.. >.< idiotts.. i old liao.. haiis.. pathetic sia.. den uhm.. had maths.. stupid ms lem.. dun let me go niaoniao.. ltr i niaoniao on her den she know ahh..! den tt kuku pei2.. go make tt stupid noise.. make me wan to niao even more.. -_- nice fren i've got thr.. den uhm.. assembly.. hahahhaha.. tt kuku ms chung and mr leek are darn compatible sia.. ._." kp so loud.. mr leek scolded sth abt.. uncivilised ppl.. diao.. whats his prob.. isn't he talking abt himself? =/ lamer la.. stupid sch.. crazy de.. den on tt day every student had to leave b4 3pm jus bcus some big shot director is coming? CRAZY.. =S den i went to j8 w winnie, juz & mel.. on tha way thr.. met kok wey lars.. den we talk talk talk.. duno y i ended up saying "orrrh.. tt idiot ah!" diaos.. lol.. i actually called kok wey an idiot?! haha.. pRo sia.. uhm.. anyway.. i dint mean it.. =s duno how it escaped frm my mouth.. lol.. den he heard tt lo.. den he kept on looking at me.. =x whoa.. scary sia.. haha.. den uhm.. went to mac.. aft tt met kok wey and yiyang.. den we played "catching"! haha.. lamers.. den mel & i went to do sth stupid.. ^^ PERVERTIC US! lol! lalala.. scully we c 2 much ltr nose bleed sia.. =X omg.. haha.. den 1 st nic girl caught our attention.. whee-o-weet! sexy sia.. =x lalala.. den aft tt winnie and i went home first lo.. all bcus of PANGSEH! =( hais.. duno how to express my thts.. uhmm.. whats so attractive abt tamagotchi? hais.. crazy world this is.. so disappointing.. stayed up late to settle john's stuff.. lols.. his bday tmr sehh!

SATURDAY
cldn't rmb what i did today.. ._." yeah.. k.. my clay was done.. by my mom? MUACKKKK! i lurve my mom.. hahha.. budden was kinda ugly? =/ nvm la.. got do can liao.. =x haha.. cant help it, my art reli sux.. and hor.. HAPPY 14TH BDAY TO JOHN! =D uhmm.. my tag board oso got prob.. >.< suey sia.. diii.. quickly come onlinee! haha.. nid yr helppp!! den i ended up signing up for every darn accounts for activation of tagboard de.. lol.. budden duno how to use.. so had to use the old one.. -_______- well.. suey me.. haha.. uhm.. had a nice dream las nite.. =D sweet and memorable.. lol.. hope it continues tonight ya? =) cya!

SUNDAY
dint dream of ath.. =( *Sobb!* hmm.. did some of my hwk.. ya.. den tt john go tell me abt my lookalike.. ._." lame sia.. lol.. sounds more lyk wanna disiao me lidat.. =/ den uhm.. esther msg-ed me! LOL! den i "played" w her.. lol.. so kuku lo.. =S craps.. go talk abt her stead.. "He is in p6. He is very cute. He lyks to play the piano n he is very cheerful!" ahh.. COCK LA! miracle lo.. got ppl can tahan her.. =S still say wat.. got tym i go meet em.. ._." ahemm.. as if i wan to.. =/ den uhmm.. watched tha athen's gymnastic.. omg.. so bldy cool lo.. mayb i shld join gymnastics.. =X hahaha.. their backflip all tt.. manz.. making me jealous sia.. ^^ ohya.. tmr got eng compo exams.. jiayou! den tt wenjun ah.. msn nick so kiampak! "HAiz nearly stand beside my swt little cutey munyee when fototaking.Hope next yr we same kls if not i be kissing ur foto everyday" hahas.. ignts sia.. lols.. jiayou larss.. =) anyway.. tmr hungry ghost festival liao..! Ana - We Are, Dashboard Confessional - Vindicated, Ashlee Simpson - Pieces of Me, Dylan Kuo - Wo Bu Xiang Wo, Jay - Qi Li Xiang*

Yours Truly @ 8/15/2004 08:51:00 PM.
Thursday, August 12, 2004

sian ahh! my life's too dull & boring for me.. =/ sth seems to be missing.. >.< haiss.. DULL & BORING! kaos.. reminds me of wei yi se cai by aaron kwok sia.. lols.. still rmb the lyrics worr.. =D cool.. k i'm lame.. very.

TUESDAY
uhm.. a sch hol today.. went out w pf jiez for a short while.. intended to rebond my hair de.. budden cant.. cus its too short.. lol.. den she also made a new ez-link card.. think she lost her old one.. saw tt feng ying or sth at bus interchange thr.. kaos.. keep on looking at me.. -.- den when i looked back at her.. she pretended to look away.. wahsaiii humji la..! saw winnie, zx, jh and tim.. winnie spiked her hair.. ._." pengs.. den zx, jh and tim went to tz to play.. den aft tt decided to eat at home.. cook maggi mee.. den found out sth horrendous.. my mom changed the lighter for the stove.. wahlao.. den i duno how to use.. so cldn't cook.. =/ *dIaOx* my mom rawks manz.. ._." so dint eat.. aft tt.. was intending to study.. hehehs.. budden in the end oso dint study.. LOL.. aiya.. can't blame me.. i'm jus too slack.. ^^

WEDNESDAY
took the earlier train today.. haha.. diaos.. kana tricked into taking the earlier train.. tt kuku winnie pulled my bag when i wanted to alight at khatib to take the later train.. ._. den i can't get out.. so bo pian had to take the earlier one.. blehhhs.. nat dint come today.. got headache.. ._." duno true anot.. im quite sure its lovesick though.. =X got the can frm jov.. kaos.. darn expensive sia.. 3 bucks.. ._. jus for a can? omg.. haha.. but bo pian la.. >.< alot ppl knew i was possessing it.. bob, keith, jack, zx, jw, xy, mel, pei2, joyce.. pengs.. alot lars.. hais.. took back my lit ppr today.. diaos.. i only got 14/25.. c'mon my lit jus sux.. uhmm.. jus dun understand y can't i understand what the qns were abt.. haiz.. den bob had to run a rnd in the parade sq cus he cheated in ting xie or sth.. =/ lame.. den he go fake falling down.. -_- hahah.. my gawd lors.. out of the whole class.. think only 2 or 3 dint cheat sia.. lalala~ =x kisiao de.. den aft sch.. bob used jov's water bottle to spray at keith's ahemm~.. den tt part was lyk.. drenched? =/ lol.. keith was kinda angry sia.. haha.. aft tt, joined john, jh and tim at np.. den at night.. got headache.. =( haha.. alot ppl also got.. nat, john, jh, tim, zx and me.. think still got more.. lol.. kisiao de.. =S sians sia.. 3 more days to john tan's bday.. still havent got wat was planned for him.. lalala..

THURSDAY
had homecons today.. lol.. made 2 types of mushroom soup.. 1 was using fresh foods.. the other was using convenience food.. haha.. drank quite alot sia.. GREEDY! =x den aft recess gotta do tt stupid poem.. ._. hehehes.. i bribed fiona to help me do.. =x tmr still mus qia her during recess.. next was the presentation of the PW groups.. haha.. my class wasn't tt bad lars.. =/ 2E and 2G de also.. and bcus of this presentation.. we skipped CME lessons.. HOHO! =x songboh~ and hor.. at the start of the day.. sec 2s had to remain at the parade sq.. den tht got spotcheck.. ._. but actually was a false alarm.. duno wth did mr lim say to those boys in front.. took the same train as him & 36D on the way home.. haha.. 2day i so guai sia.. immediately head home aft sch.. ^^ nth more to say liao.. =D

Yours Truly @ 8/12/2004 04:20:00 PM.
Monday, August 09, 2004

wahhsaii.. blogged ytd.. budden i did some stuffs to it.. of cus.. it went cranky and in the end.. had to delete it.. =/ k.. rewrite the whole damned thing bah.. lols..

SATURDAY
k.. went to play cs today.. lols.. with zx jack bobo bob wp & jw.. diao..! tt kuku wp bob and bobo kept on killing me.. lalala.. im still a noob k! =x uhmm.. met zx at yishun mrt station at 1145.. lol.. was kinda late.. =/ oh heck.. and met quite a few sec 1s at the station.. den aft playing cs.. went to eat chicken rice at the hawker ctr.. qia-ed zx jack and bob to kum jia zhui.. (sugarcane la..) lols.. den ltr went back to raiders.. den joined bob zx jack at e arcade.. =/ duno what conflicts they haf manz.. lol.. heck larhs.. aint my taiji anyway.. k.. quite done w today too..

SUNDAY
went to cut my friggin hair today! lol.. kisiao.. actually dint wan to cut de.. budden in the end oso cut.. >.< uhm.. i look like an idiot now.. haisss! cool hairdresser huhz.. asked her to cut till eyes.. she go cut till brows.. manz.. u suck! =x jkjk.. den went "ilooklykanidiot.ilooklykanidiot.ilooklykanidiot" to my mom repeatedly.. hahas.. think she listen until pekcek den bo chup liaos~ lalala.. den at night.. stayed up till quite late.. witness their conversation.. i.e. cyn and wj.. wahsai.. hope they will be back to their gd old buddies de status sia.. wish everything will eventually turn out fine.. aft tt.. had a chat w cyn.. lols.. told her lotsa stuff.. liew... those info can b used to blackmail me worr! =PpP lalala.. better not let me find out tt u've been blackmailling me hor k? ^^ ya.. thats all bahhs..

MONDAY
went to my grndma's hse.. to pray and stuffs larhs.. lols.. same old procedure annually.. ya.. brought my books thr to study de.. in the end.. slpt for the whole day.. ._." and of cus, dint study.. bwEaH! uhmm.. saw my cousins too.. jolene's getting chio-er ehs! ^^ hahas.. nth much happened today cept tt i had to wake up at 11? =/ yar.. i dint wake up on time la.. den my mum kpkb!! lols.. kisiao.. den my mum pekcek went off first, leaving my bro and i behind.. =S waliew.. lols.. so suey, got this kinda mum sia.. hahaha.. uhm.. think he finally knew tt i got blog? lols.. mus b the links! ahha.. oh fine-- nth much cld b done anyway.. =/ gdnite!


*But for the promise of this lifetime, we shall spend our entire lives to fulfil..* <- this rawks!

Yours Truly @ 8/09/2004 10:14:00 PM.
Friday, August 06, 2004

uhm.. had national day's celebration today.. had to wake up so damn early.. -_- yeah.. i woke up 45 min earlier.. this is total shit.. hahas.. den i also tied up my hair.. well, thats me.. always doing something stupid outta blue.. ._. argh.. nvm.. im kinda at the incorrect state of mind.. uhm.. den like this like that lo.. =/ den sth cool happened.. saw him.. diaos.. damn shuai sia.. =x okok.. adui.. aft knowing him for so long.. [ok, maybe abt 6mths?] this is the very first time seeing him so.. hunk.. lol.. this is reli incredible sia.. so cool manz.. spike his hair until lidat.. still wear contacts.. ^^ whaaaaa.. i was reli at a loss for words at the moment then.. uhm.. budden horr.. its reli useless to do all this lerz.. we're both living in our own world.. and nth i do will..owells, maybe another lifetime bahz.. anyway.. jus wish him luck in the future.. and hope tt he scores well in his o's.. blehs.. tt's all abt him.. ohya.. forgot to mention tt i was at Fort Canning for tha stupid celebrations.. stupid lo.. got band.. npcc.. bb.. ncc.. sjab.. gb.. think tts all.. wahkao.. bb's marching sux ah! =X jkjk.. uhm.. ya.. he dint go agn.. diaos.. y always pont this kinda shit de.. ahh.. forget it.. not up to me to choose marhhs.. and thr's this 86 yr old ahma talking abt the WW2.. her bday was today bahs.. cus ytd.. the teachers said that she was 85 years old.. and today they claimed tt her bday was 86.. =/ ohwells, happy bday ahma! =D k, im kinda lame? forget it.. lols.. den mel ah.. ignts abt her.. -_- so *^&*%? both oso can see.. bleh.. nt gonna say anymore.. next is abt tt flower making thing.. i think 2G was first to complete making em.. hahas.. cool.. den saw many in band u sia.. lols.. so damn shuai.. esp WILFRED! =X uhm.. why dint anyone believe me.. hais.. was i being impartial? hahas.. dont think so.. and thr came esther.. my oh my.. esther's bugging me agn.. even aft me ignoring her.. haiz.. i reli wish to have nth more to do w her.. aft dismissal.. pei2, nat & me went to amk.. ate at mos burger.. den came home by myself.. and met hj at yishun mrt train.. thats all.. below is an extract frm collin raye's love me.. its nice.. =)


******
If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me
******

Yours Truly @ 8/06/2004 03:38:00 PM.
Wednesday, August 04, 2004

told him lerz.. was darn sad at first.. den gradually, it got better.. hey.. yuhan, mel & sweekoon.. thx for being thr.. duno if wat i did was right.. many ppl already told me to do tt le lorr.. its jus tt i don't bear to.. hais.. aiya.. think its lidat de bahz.. regret will be the first to come across ur mind.. probably we can't stand losing in this so-called "battle".. k.. although it was me who suggested it.. but i think im the more depressed one bahhz.. duno abt him.. hey take it easy lars dude.. this isn't ur first time anyway.. bleh.. afterall, its jus a temporary break.. ya.. and i know that we can't get back together agn.. well, nvm.. its my fault anyway.. reli cried my ass out today man.. =/ think alot ppl also know.. jus tt they dint say abt it bahhs.. wonder whats the real reason behind this breakup.. =s pressure? neglect? distance? attitude? hais.. duno.. i reli duno.. reality jus sux.. truth jus sux.. life jus sux.. i caused so much unhappiness in the ppl ard me.. am i a nemesis to em? can't think of any other possibilities.. haiz.. nvm.. ought to look at the bright side..


******
我一个人吃饭 旅行 到处走走停停
也一个人看书 弹琴 自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里
就连自己看也看不清
我想我不仅仅是失去你
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Yours Truly @ 8/04/2004 08:18:00 PM.

haiz.. now.. its kinda like.. many of us r gg thru a crisis? =/ terrible life we have.. getting sadder every single day.. so many things happened for me lo.. 1st was ashley.. 2nd was fion.. 3rd was john.. 4th cyn.. haiis.. den now's joyce.. wahlao.. every single day is worth my tears manz.. >,< k.. gotta settle joyce's prob asap.. biggest misunderstanding ever.. manz.. what is this world coming to..? hate to say this, but really, joyce made a mistake.. it wasn't justina's fault.. joyce dint get e complete story of what was happening.. its lyk.. she only heard part of e story.. and i.e. e part which involved her.. k.. gotta solve this real soon.. can't let joyce turn any sadder.. reli wish for eternal happiness at this point of time sia.. everyone is so sad.. hais.. byebye.. cheer up everyone.. i'll always be thr supporting u all ya..? =)


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From my heart, I'm giving you everything.. (Everything)
From my heart, I promise you that I'll be there.. (I'll be there to love you)
From the soul, I'm showing you all I feel.. (All I feel is..)
From my heart, from the heart...
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Yours Truly @ 8/04/2004 12:14:00 AM.
Tuesday, August 03, 2004

hais.. when i tht tt everything have been settled.. it turned out tt i was wrong.. e problem doesn't only lies w those 1E gurls.. it also lies between us.. =( probably it was e hols tt caused us to drift apart? i reli dun know.. but i know this distance has increased a great great deal.. haiz.. duno what to do sia.. bu ai jiu jiang bu ai, ai jiu jiang ai.. why issit so hard? lalala.. everything has changed.. and i do mean EVERYTHING.. our attitude.. char.. looks.. haiz.. think i can even forget abt getting on w/ it.. maybe, i had already given up all hopes.. jus hope to settle this prob fast.. cus it will save me frm more sufferings, hardship and.. tears? =/ i reli dun understand anyone anymore.. hais.. my dad, mum, bro... ._. haii.. can i die? >,< hais... now write short short de.. ltr got time den write agn.. anyway.. cynthia.. i reli gotta say this.. u're the bravest person i know.. capable of handling stress and stuff.. =) hais.. im even crying over trival matter.. dont think i can ever be as brave as u bahs.. haiss.. =( *daniel bedingfield - if you're not the one, zhou jie lun - qi li xiang, chen si han - kan jian ai, another level - from the heart*

Yours Truly @ 8/03/2004 08:07:00 PM.

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