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Sunday, April 24, 2005

got my new com ytd.. yeah. bro and i tong xin xie li help to fix up the com.. and i kinda programmed the stuff. lol.. and ended up having dinner at arnd 1030.. LOL. hmm.. still kinda excited about the new com.. whahahhahas. no more slow slow until can hang type of com. ^^ heh. yup.. was waiting like hell ytd.. hahahahahaha. =x hmm.. kk.. about today.. i dyed my hair. yah. black. very black. sibei black. awfully black. disgustingly black. ya.. hmm.. i just realised that i don't rmb my dreams at all. =/ ass. anyway.. slept for 11 hrs today.. ^^ never dreamt so much can. ROFLMAO. but whats the use la. i don't rmb ath. haha. might be suffering frm the Alzheimer's Disease. kuakuakua. kai wan xiao. hmm.. but at least i know i had a nice daydream of him. :D kuakuakua. nehneh.. i sound like a duck, don't i. imagine joyce.. a duck. =X HAHA. urmm kk.. jus read her blog. yah. hao nan guo. nehneh. feel like killing him.. wait till he study sec 3 social studies.. -_- sinhala and tamil.. kk.. abit out of point leh. lols. aiya.. he's crazy la. if thats the case.. who would dare to stead w/ a christian liao. .___." hmm.. budden really felt sad when i read her blog entries.. : ( the Before and After... =/ guess nobody will understand what i'm talking about la.. =S lol.. kk.. gdnite.



NEW ORDER - KRAFTY
Just give me one more day (one more day)
Give me another night (just another night)
I need a second chance (second chance)
This time I'll get it right (This time I'll get it right)

I'll say it one last time (one last time)
I've got to let you know (I've got to let you know)
I've got to change your mind (change your mind)
I'll never let you go

Yours Truly @ 4/24/2005 11:40:00 PM.
Friday, April 22, 2005

MONDAY
nth much happened on mon.. just that.. simin.. juz.. xinyi.. joyce.. pei.. mel.. me.. went j8.. yup. seven of us.. saw weihan gabriel and some guy.. plus caryn brenda and some gal.. and some others.. yaa. simin was such a klutz. =x lols.. then some guy wanted her no. but she dint give la.. and they were lyk.. following us all the way to the top level lor.. =/ scary sia.. eh but that guy who wanted his no. spiked his hair until damn nice.. heh.

TUESDAY
went bowling with ahlia & norika aft sch on tues.. yeah. damn lan.. ._." played 2 games.. only got a score of 50-plus per game.. T.T ass.. could bowl much better at grassroots. =X and uhm.. went home to change.. and yah. went for chem tuition.. v sian.. and tired.. then ltr that night ms chung came to talk to me.. T.T haha.. and i tht she had forgotten about it.. damned! den ya.. the new deadline is on mon 25th.. heh.. alana & her black hair. T.T

WEDNESDAY
wed was long.. vvvv long.. and i especially hate SOME pauto kia.. go study for your a maths test la idiot.. boh tai boh ji sabo me.. nehneh.. since zhanglaoshi dint come.. we went 3i.. den this relief teacher came.. and we had no way to escape.. so pretend go toilet.. who knows.. she flashed the pass in front of us.. and was lyk.. darn! how do we return it.. ohya.. SHE FRIGGIN LOST HER OTHER PASS. she's supposed to have two, you see. but that time she only showed one.. and said only ONE can go to the toilet. ah right. HAHAHA. some saikang relief teacher eh? only know how to show that despo and irritated look. she probably got ditched the day before. HAHA. if thats the case.. i won't blame her. in fact.. i will even feel sorry for her. suckernehneh~ ah! and den weemin pointed at us.. saying that we arent frm 3i.. and she looked at him.. and i chen ji hui liu zou.. so when she turned back to look at me.. i was alrd on my way outta the class. den she asked me if i was frm the class.. i replied no.. den put the pass on the table.. EH! AT LEAST I BOTHERED TO RETURN HER HER PASS CAN. yah. and walked out laa.. den she got so bloody pissed w my attitude.. and called me "the girl with serious attitude problem". hey yah right. you have serious mentality problems problems. uhm.. maybe serious MENSTRUAL problems too. bet you missed your periods.. cos you've fucken some who ditched you. HAHAHA. I FEEL SO SORRY FOR YOU NOW. :) nehneh.. then keep on scolding mel and joyce.. yup.. was initially waiting for them to come out.. but since they took a long time to come out.. i went walking arnd first.. ya.. and when i got back.. i saw that saikang RELIEF teacher. hahaha. couldn't help but laughed.. RELIEF teacher nia lorr. or should i call it RELIEF nia lorr. AND OHMYGOD SHE'S NOT EVEN A TEACHER?! eh so.. went back to class. and ahnei asked us to "mian bi si guo".. =/ so lame lah he. den nth much happened aft that.. had a maths remedial.. den played a lil vball with tiffany keith zesuan and some gal frm swiss cottage sec.. yah. den went home to sleep.. but forget it la.. can't get to sleep. den went for a maths tuition.. was really tired.. T.T ohya.. weemin and victor suck.. but weemin suck even more. cos victor dint point, but weemin did. NEHNEH. LOSER, watch out. : ) haha. and that crazy and dumped relief. HAHAHAHA. don't ever let me know your name. yes yes.. superglue.. here i come!

THURSDAY
uhm.. had some accelerated chi prog talk aft school.. that nehneh clement ng let us off so late.. =S then we were lyk the last class to enter.. eh nevermind la. was kinda lyk a grand entrance. =X uhmm.. ya.. then went to the market thr to have lunch.. got starstrucked! lol. michelle chong, sharon au and ng hui were there.. haha.. and we dint even know chen guo hua was there too. den we went back to school for supplementary.. ohya.. ahyi and keith dint go. yup. and i guess juz felt so pangseh-ed cos ahyi dint call her.. =/ ya.. : ( eh.. ahyi and i went sbw library.. and met juz too. lols.. stayed for a lil while den went np.. juz asked me to buy bread frm delifrance for her homec's prac. yah.. and on the way home.. met zhiheng. yup.. eh. he's weird can. -_- never thought tide would turn so fast.

FRIDAY
hmm.. today was kinda boring la.. kenneth's ver. of Say It Isn't So was really amusing.. LMAO. next time i'll post it. =x uhm.. got scolded by the blackie this morning. lols.. cos of gang rape agn. heh. uhm.. then during assembly.. ya.. she was so bloody funny and disgusting. didnt expect her to wear until like that.. =/ haha.. but she had tha shades on. so nobody could regconize her. lols. smart. too smart. ate in school b4 gg home.. ya.. den saw jov lynette and rena? so went with them.. ohya.. saw M! ohmyohmyohmygod. hahahaaaaaaaaaaa. tht he wld board the train.. but he dint. oh damned. nehneh lah he. lols.. den hor.. the bench he was sitting on was so crowded can.. ._. i still tht of sitting there de.. asses.. =x den aft that went np with jov.. walked arnd a little.. saw weijie.. but of cos i pretended i dint see him la. LOL. xD urm. yah.. then i went home to sleep for like 4+ hours? =x thats all. gdnite.

Yours Truly @ 4/22/2005 09:41:00 PM.
Sunday, April 17, 2005

im guilty. yeah i am. i am i am. T.T hadn't realised till you told me.. yes. yi dian nan guo.. but what can i do? T.T you were that forgiving.. but i was that hot-headed.. T.T somehow.. i think i was at fault. everything. i was in the wrong right from the start. but you dint say a shit about it. so i dint know. and look at the ending. yep. sad. ):

Yours Truly @ 4/17/2005 11:56:00 PM.
Saturday, April 16, 2005

jogathon was ytd.. wasnt as fun as last year's.. ): uhm.. was held at East Coast laa.. "/ sick of that place alrd.. haha.. uhmm.. we were too early.. =S we even tht we were late.. wahlao. those taking sch bus were later than us.. -_- erh.. ya.. then aft jogathon.. went cycling.. skated a little.. uhm.. sihao pro sia.. hahah. another zhixuan. lols! uhmm.. then cycled again.. yaa.. tha skates made my leg rot. T.T eh no laa. not rot.. just.. kinda disfigured! piangs. uhm.. spent quite a long time there.. went home at abt 6? or somewhere arnd there la.. went off with ahyi. yep.. sth bad happened b4 that.. ): very very bad. uhmm.. den ahyi left.. and i went sbw library.. went home at abt 8.50.. yep. jack's happy now.. very happy i mean.. ya.. so i'm glad for him. but that can't conceal the fact that he has alrd left us. ): but nevermind la.. cos hes happy now. :) so.. BYE JACK! oh anw.. Mickey's gone now? yeah.. apart. don't think alike and stuff. and probably we can't stand one another alrd? hais.. and i feel that you reli have changed.. alot in fact. you're not like before already.. well.. at least you used to know what to do when our attitude towards you gets bad. now you don't. you think you're always right. even if people kan bu shuang you.. you'll still pretend nothing is happening. yep. people shun you.. but you still stick to them. and when they flare up.. you'll say you can't stand their attitude. THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON, CAN'T YOU SEE? THINGS WOULDN'T HAVE GOTTEN SO BAD IF YOU'D FACED THE MUSIC. so don't go blaming others for your own actions.



when i need you you're almost here
and i know thats not enough
and when i'm with you i'm close to tears
cos you're only almost here

Yours Truly @ 4/16/2005 08:18:00 PM.
Monday, April 11, 2005

ohman. i feel like shit..
feel so being played..
its FEEL, btw.
not felt..

mel said i'm irritating.
but i'll still stick to my beliefs..
unless something happens.

i apologized.
but that was bcos
somehow, i hurt his pride..
by shoving it in his face..
not bcos..
i came to that conclusion.

urm. but did it even matter to him?
heh. i'm not even her.
so would he even give a fkin' damn about it?

haha.. she means the world to him.
she's everything he wants,
she's everything he needs,
she's everything inside of him..

yah.. oh damnit.
how i hated my gd memory..
T.T

come to think of it now..
don't i feel so sorry for myself?




wo cong lai mei xiang guo
wo hui zhe yang zuo
cong lai mei ai guo
suo yi ai cuo
cong na li qi fei
cong na li jiang luo
duo shao bu neng yuan liang de cuo
que bu neng cong lai guo

Yours Truly @ 4/11/2005 10:13:00 PM.
Saturday, April 09, 2005

uhm.. not bad a day today.. went toa payoh sports complex to view the B girls Nationals. haha.. damn cool.. they won with a score of 3-2.. heh. they darn pro sia. yup.. didnt reli expect cailin to be in main.. i tht it wld be zhen hui.. but shes not bad. :D all pros. ahaha.. uhm.. screamt my lungs out too.. haha.. became voiceless too.. but thats the way things should get ma right.. heh. den errh. jurong also darn pro.. but phs pro-er. =X uhhm.. winnie, samantha and jac were so bloody enthu lorr. haha~ ohya.. kenneth was there too. HAHA.. THE MIGHTY POWER OF LOVE! den errh.. xinmin and shuqun guys were there too.. MUAHAHHAHA. =x was so shocked xinmin b boys dint get top 4 lor. T.T

C girls - 4th; Sembawang Sec, 3rd; Jurong Sec, 2nd; Cedar Girls', 1st; Presbyterian High.
C boys - 4th; Xinmin Sec, 3rd; Farfield Methd Sec, 2nd; St Hilda's Sec 1st; Shuqun Sec.
B girls- 4th; Cedar Girls', 3rd; Ngee Ann 2nd; Jurong Sec, 1st; Presbyterian High.
B boys- 4th; Yishun Town Sec, 3rd; Shuqun Sec, 2nd; Ang Mo Kio Sec, 1st; St Hilda's Sec.

uhm.. aint reli certain of the placings.. but this shld be it.. haha. yaa. uhm.. den aft that went J8 with tim, jianhui, guanxun and zhixuan.. haha.. initial aim was to buy g-strings for awp. =x but in the end we removed that idea.. den zx and i bought a cd for him.. :D den went home alrd laa. dint eat dinner either.. =/ haha.

ohyaa. asked laopa to "diam la" today.. "/ felt so bad abt it.. but it seemed that ppl r finding him an irritant now.. =S aiyos..

yah. i finally understood everything. why you suddenly became interested in vball matches and all that. haha.. i'm incomparable to her anyway.. urm yah. time to give up. heh.


SLY new album is out! :D tha "suo yi" is frm L'ze.fier de lorrh. "/ but still nice laa. haha.

Yours Truly @ 4/09/2005 11:53:00 AM.

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