i didnt get to see chenyi today. =/ nobody wanted to go w me.. erh. T.T ah nvm.. freakin lousy day. whiled my 6pm away.. blimey.
skip this if you wish. :/
and at night i quarrelled w my bro. over some fkin superficial matters.. nb. like its my fault that i wasnt brought up by them. u obviously know im not as close as them as you are and here you are blaming me for not visiting them. yah great. so what do i do when i get there. i dont even know how to speak teochew.. ask me go there look at them eh? whats the pt. you look at me and i look at you. -__- you yourself agreed to go, and you start blaming when nobody else cld make it. and trying to be the victim by saying you were being 'forced' to go. whats the deal here? ppl have their own plans.. and so happen to not make it. youre the only person whos free to go over. okay. i do admit i didnt wish to go.. but if i had not any plans.. i wld def go. but yeah.. you turned it round to imply that i was an ingrate, and was being disrespectful. they didnt bring me up, my dear. they brought you up. they treat you better than me, even you know that. so whats the bldy point of me being there? apart from this, what i'm really mad is that you fucking have a temper. you never blame yourself for that. instead, you blame others, for making you this way. youre rude, and have a fkin bad character. a pugnacious brat. you can't see it, cos you're blinded by ITE. you blame your flaws on the school, for having moulded you this way. you say your friends are all this way. you don't want to learn cos you're from ITE. hey come on, i don't see other ITE students not trying to learn or improve themselves. they go to work during the holiday vacation, but what about you? being an idler at home and waste electricity. haha, do you rmb what you said? that you will save more money by staying at home. wow. as if you dont waste more money by hogging on to the com and not going out to earn money home. i'll take it that you go to lan aft your work daily, you will also save more money this way. and just now, you railed at me cos i didn't let you use the com. any idea how long you used ytd? okay, i can pretend that you used your com time for the next day. hey but you still wanted to use the next day. and guess what. you were on the verge of slapping me when i didnt let you use? maybe a slap that missed. yeah, you can be angry for not getting a hold of the keyboard, but you just can't see where your prob lie. you just scream at your mom anyohow. i alone can't take it, what more my dad and mom. you rail at her for the slightest reasons. and yah. i forgot to mention, she's always on your side. that time she and mom called you 2x each. but she reprimanded mom for calling so many times. asked her not to call too many times lest you get infuriated, which is not very good to you. hah. she herself called you twice too. but i dont see her admitting it. i pity my mom for being in this family. with her sis-in-law and he's-rude-but-he-doesn't-realise-it-son.. i mean, i've had enough of you, and your godly o-so-wonderful attitude. you know how to complain, and request, but do you, any idea, how to handle consequences?
i cant agree more that today is just so fine for me.
Yours Truly @ 7/09/2006 03:10:00 AM.