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Thursday, October 21, 2004

WEDNESDAY
got back my hist ppr today.. ass.. wth.. all this doesn't make any sense, does it? isn't this so crazy? just bcus of some words.. and we all got a pathetic 0 for that qns.. hmm.. 'cept for one.. ohwells.. just forget it.. ain't feeling great.. unhappy.. disappointed.. urgh.. hopes dashed.. nth's gonna be the same.. nth's gonna be alright anymore.. no one knew abt this.. nahs.. dint want anyone to find out either.. shucks.. oh erms.. sec 4s are leaving us.. =( they're leaving us.. forever.. GONE FOREVER.. hais.. gone.. gone.. gone.. i'll miss all of you.. x') ohmans.. its scary how time flies.. slipping us by unknowingly.. hmm.. i took it lightly when he told me abt it.. = but now.. its like.. my pov of this is so different now.. k great.. this is one great example of not cherishing things.. kinda cheered up cus of what my di said.. =)

instropection( tootkiaz. says:
hahax jiez u noe how much yur di luv u? haha u were there wif yur di when he needed u
mostinstropection( tootkiaz. says:
=)

THURSDAY
cried out loud in pain in the toilet today.. guess what.. i cried due to the pain.. naohia.. i removed my ear studs.. chee hong.. so bldy pain.. and was in cold sweat.. ass.. still got blood.. ._." hmm.. and inserted my transparent earsticks.. and what happened next was.. the transparent earsticks changed colour.. frm transparent to red.. = oh hecks.. aint being myself lately.. =S uhm.. gg to get involved in the cca open hse liao.. haha.. tha dnt thing.. cus of mr teo.. xD hmm.. nvm.. hes gonna treat us anw.. haha.. i was smart to ask for a treat.. =X den aft sch acc xinyi walk arnd np.. boring.. =P



Simple Plan - Perfect

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think i'm wasting my time
Doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
Can't pretend that
I'm all right and you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing last forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing last forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back I'm sorry I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and We can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Yours Truly @ 10/21/2004 10:30:00 PM.

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