Monday, September 06, 2004

wah.. v sian at home sia.. hais.. no-one is at home right now.. feeling so fucking bored.. gg to play cs w jer toh ltr.. wonder how will he thrash me.. sian diao sia.. jus ended talking to ben meiz.. ahh.. he also heartbroken.. same as me.. awww.. so sad.. =/ wasn't being sarcastic now k? hoho.. aighh.. nvr underestimate the side effects of love sia.. makes u so freaking miserable.. liew.. thinking back.. it was jus some sort of short-term fairytale.. mayb he wasn't affected.. was he? i don't know.. but all i know is tt i am.. ahhas.. it jus sux to have gd memory.. kns.. they jus won't go away.. reviving almost every sec.. oh cool.. jus when i forced myself to forget everything.. hmm.. to those who dun wanna listen to crap.. u'd better skip this entry.. its jus a waste of time.. =) k erhhx.. was kinda happy tt ben meiz kinda took it by his stride.. whereas i cldn't.. ._." he's jus a total pro kia sia.. talking shit all the time.. =X yeah.. a guy older den me becomes my meiz.. =/ its almos the same as my di.. a guy older den me ends up as my di.. poor di and mei.. =P back to the topic.. hmm.. wonder if i cld turn back tym.. den everything wld b jus so fine.. and of cus.. this ending wldnt be present.. AHHAHA! dreaming.. yeah dreaming.. the perfect word.. my dreams wont ever come true, will they? =S aww.. sucky.. kns.. i dream until so nice den they dun turn it to reality.. kuku larr! bldy hell.. =X wahlaos.. sian.. dun wanna say anymore.. pathetic.. okiee.. next is abt tt bytttcccchhhH! oops.. hmm.. reli bth her lo.. haha.. budden she duno tt.. =S ignorant.. lmao.. balloon headed freak! ahahs.. keith might know.. cus he called her honeydew headed.. LOL.. ok.. im nt tt bad lars.. dint laugh tt hard.. =X kns.. wah.. dun feel lyk saying liao sia.. hahahah.. =/ cheehong.. im darn kiampak sia.. lol.. ^^ ahhas.. she only know how to act cute.. act chio.. ACBC is jus tha right word for u sia.. XD *pukieeepukieee* lol.. i got ur genes! lai lai lai.. act cute lars.. bWeahX.. omg.. im having the creeps now.. kekes.. oh forget it.. talk abt u another time.. ROFLMAO! =X anyway.. i lurve my family members : kor- jeremy korz.. jie- pf and laikuan jiez.. di- baoren.. mei- ben.. =D yey.. i lurve all.. k.. ashley is out.. =XxX

On the way down
I saw you
And you saved me
From myself
And I won't forget
The way you loved me
On the way down
I almost fell right through
But I held onto you

Ryan Cabreba - On The Way Down.

Yours Truly @ 9/06/2004 04:42:00 PM.