Wednesday, August 04, 2004

told him lerz.. was darn sad at first.. den gradually, it got better.. hey.. yuhan, mel & sweekoon.. thx for being thr.. duno if wat i did was right.. many ppl already told me to do tt le lorr.. its jus tt i don't bear to.. hais.. aiya.. think its lidat de bahz.. regret will be the first to come across ur mind.. probably we can't stand losing in this so-called "battle".. k.. although it was me who suggested it.. but i think im the more depressed one bahhz.. duno abt him.. hey take it easy lars dude.. this isn't ur first time anyway.. bleh.. afterall, its jus a temporary break.. ya.. and i know that we can't get back together agn.. well, nvm.. its my fault anyway.. reli cried my ass out today man.. =/ think alot ppl also know.. jus tt they dint say abt it bahhs.. wonder whats the real reason behind this breakup.. =s pressure? neglect? distance? attitude? hais.. duno.. i reli duno.. reality jus sux.. truth jus sux.. life jus sux.. i caused so much unhappiness in the ppl ard me.. am i a nemesis to em? can't think of any other possibilities.. haiz.. nvm.. ought to look at the bright side..

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我一个人吃饭旅行到处走走停停
也一个人看书弹琴自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里
就连自己看也看不清
我想我不仅仅是失去你
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Yours Truly @ 8/04/2004 08:18:00 PM.