hais.. when i tht tt everything have been settled.. it turned out tt i was wrong.. e problem doesn't only lies w those 1E gurls.. it also lies between us.. =( probably it was e hols tt caused us to drift apart? i reli dun know.. but i know this distance has increased a great great deal.. haiz.. duno what to do sia.. bu ai jiu jiang bu ai, ai jiu jiang ai.. why issit so hard? lalala.. everything has changed.. and i do mean EVERYTHING.. our attitude.. char.. looks.. haiz.. think i can even forget abt getting on w/ it.. maybe, i had already given up all hopes.. jus hope to settle this prob fast.. cus it will save me frm more sufferings, hardship and.. tears? =/ i reli dun understand anyone anymore.. hais.. my dad, mum, bro... ._. haii.. can i die? >,< hais... now write short short de.. ltr got time den write agn.. anyway.. cynthia.. i reli gotta say this.. u're the bravest person i know.. capable of handling stress and stuff.. =) hais.. im even crying over trival matter.. dont think i can ever be as brave as u bahs.. haiss.. =( *daniel bedingfield - if you're not the one, zhou jie lun - qi li xiang, chen si han - kan jian ai, another level - from the heart*
Yours Truly @ 8/03/2004 08:07:00 PM.