haiz.. damn disturbed by wat was happening in sch.. and at home.. kao.. i dun understand lo.. haiz.. first was tha bitchy fiona thingy.. wth did i do to her? she used my name to msg zh.. what for? yeahyeah.. it was for fun.. den when i msged her for fun too..? she go kp john abt me.. surprisingly, he even helped her.. hey HELLO.. who was at fault in the first place.. ME? of cus not.. did john ever help me when they were using my name? NO.. precisely.. i wonder who is he siding with now..? though now i obviously know what the ans to this qns wld b.. yeah.. and that bitch.. msg msg msg.. den all say its for fun w/o any interior motive.. and even said sry.. yeah rite.. dint even tell me personally.. wtf.. she jus passed a msg to justina to get her to tell me.. whoa.. and now.. i was jus msging u FOR FUN.. and prob gg to say sry too.. but.. u chose to get john to b ur shield.. and.. what can i do now? NOTHING AT ALL.. she even complained to him abt all these and tt she's very scared.. duno what i want w her.. C'MON.. shldn't i be the one saying all that? ... and that fucker.. wth is happening to his brain or sth.. brainwashed by em? c'mon.. u cld take stuff lyk tt lightly.. but i can't.. its lyk.. u're trying to say tt im the one at fault.. which wasn't even me in the very first place.. and ytd, u msged me all bcus u wanted me to stop disturbing her.. c'mon.. who on earth is she to u.. did u even help me when they disturbed me? NO.. did u ever put yourself into my shoes? haf u ever tht of how i wld feel? haf u even spared a tht abt me? sad to say.. all NO. i reli got nth more to say or to do liao lo.. asked u out.. u dint wan to.. msged u.. u replied so slow.. then whole day only know how to play tt fucking com.. see liao so damn pekcek lo.. betcha dint even know i had been crying.. yeah.. cock.. pretending to care abt me when deep down.. u actually dont.. u've completely changed.. completely diff frm e past.. im reli hopelessly holding on to this relationship liao.. if ath lyk this happens agn.. i dont think i can even hold out anymore.. and tt bitch, wth do u wan frm me.. u wan john den tell me lar.. whats the use of doing all this to me..
Yours Truly @ 7/31/2004 08:43:00 AM.